My mom passed recently and I found myself totally devastated and quite frankly, lost for quite a few days...but being the oldest surviving child your forced into being the "strong one" for the rest of the family ......and then everyone is gone and your left alone and then it hits...waves of uncontrollable emotions and deep sadness i'd never experienced. So, like an 'Idiot' I jumped inside a whiskey bottle and stayed there until a few days ago.
The reason I felt compelled to share this is that when I returned to the BreakfastClub after being gone for quite a while and actually only being a daily player for about 3 months, and not really knowing anyone all that well, djMot acknowledged my return and I shared what had happened, instantly him and a bunch of the guys offered condolences and prayers to me....Honestly I was kind of surprised and confused but deeply touched...see, I figured I would log on to take out my frustrations, kill as many guys as possible, blow up a bunch of crap, cause as much mayhem as possible, not talk to anyone, in hopes that somehow that would make me feel better....but no....empathy stepped up in the form of a kind gesture from a group of guys that I thought had written me off as some "outsider"
I wanted to thank you guys from the bottom of my heart for your kindness!
P.S. No matter the circumstances, forgive those that may have wronged you, hug those you love daily and tell them so, we never know the day they may pass...