well...she must be someone who wants a man to take care of her....pfffftttt to that....any woman like that doesnt deserve someone like you...you loved her no matter what but when life turnd focus on you she walked away and turnd her back on you...what shitty person to do that to you...i would have to say good riddens she wasnt the right one for you....i can honestly say that queencobra has stuck by me thru alot...even tho some of the things she has done to me i shoulda divorced her long ago...i chose to work things out with her...here we are...this october will be 14 yrs of marriage and this august we will have been together for 16 yrs....things got little sour for us as you my health became an issue....i had a heart attack on 9/11/01 of all days...had triple by pass surgery when i was 27...i was told i wasnt goin to be able to work ever again...after time being disabled...i tried to go back to work after i went back to school and got my GED and then did 2 yrs at college for my associates in I.T.....that didnt pan out too well for me...so i went back to workn in pizza place for 6 yrs...cause of that i had put my health at risk had 2 congestive heart failures and another heart attack ...at that point my body was done with work....but queen has stuck by me this whole time....so i can honestly say we were meant to be together....so keep your head up...there is someone for you...you just have to be patient and look in the right places