deerejon

Heya Dirk..... Happy Birthday!!!!!!!!

I used to think like that to Shamu....but I have come to realize that mental illness is not something that can be understood by those of us not suffering.... My dad fell into depression after divorce from my mother...who turned out to be cruel and evil... He wasnt himself...I was like whats going on man...snap out of it...its all goig to be fine....whats bothering you...snap out of it....over and over....I couldnt understand what he was going through...he taught me growing up that we as men dont get weak, dont have moments, are invincible....so I couldnt see it... Until that day in 2008 that he didnt show up at work.... I went to get him...and it was to late.... I didnt respond to this post at all as I didnt understand where it was going and whatit was even all about, but I do know that mental illness is REAL....I just wish I knew it sooner....

my whole life i was like f it....no one sticking anything up my ass...lol... But as I rapidly approach 50 (just turned 47) I'm thinkin I might like to live until 85...lol... Guess I gotta get er done....and the best advice i received was to make sure he only has ONE hand on my shoulder as he does it...not two hands....lol..

Anyone got good smoker receipes? something outside the ribs brisket thing? I do turkey drumsticks marinated in molasses and brown sugar....

I didnt log on yesterday....at therapy....herniated disk....like I said...tough getting old....

Thanks all....tough getting old....lol....

I was actually there that day....I stayed at the hotel right there and that was our beach and bar...lol... She ended up being ok but railed the curn with her head...they took her away in the ambulance.... And that was not the only ambulance there that week.....I got some great movies of the planes coming in over our heads on the beach....its a really cool airport if you like plane watching....but there are lots of dummies that stand in the jetwash....notice I said dummies not idiots...lol...cause I didnt stand there....

I'm in Jersey...where and when you gonna be here??

Didnt loose me....have a great day!!! I know I will.....woot!!

I dont always wear pants when i play....roflmao

bunny hopping.... When I bunny hop it's when I am running full speed and to get the weapon to come out faster I jump aim and shoot right away killing the other player most of the time... if you just continue to run then just shoot.. it is twice as slow to get that first shot off. Then running from bullets I can run, jump, turn and shoot behind me still in that original direction I was running and I can turn and land to continue on running in that direction..... I am floating in the air and can hit many targets in the air before landing or it gets me to go in the correct direction to find you ass shooting at me. When I run into a room I suspect someone being in... I run full speed then jump through the door that way gun is in hand and I can shoot that lazy camper in the corner waiting for me to enter. It is a skill and sorry you just can handle getting you ass kicks by better players. Maybe the sand box you choose next with have all the stupid rules in place so you fair better at the game. Just watch out for the cat shit. Have a great non xi life. That sounds like ballet...

Happy Birthday Marauder...have a great day old man...dont break a hip...lol..

Serious? Bunny Hopping? Wow....where do you think you might go and NOT find that? Good luck....

+1 Freeloaders suck

Welcome to the forums..... And ya...you should try the nam ft....lots of fun.....

Glad to hear it missed ya....

Nice lookin cake.....now I'm hungry....did she make enough for everyone? Lol....happy 14th to your son....

Lol...a lid....I haven't bought a lid in like 20 yrs...... I'm in st Martin and was nervous to bring any of what i got at home so I'm smokin some brown swag that after 4 days is finally starting to gimme a buzz..... But waiting for me home is some diesel, and some weed called hash plant.....my mouth started to water lookin at the purple picture.....yummy...

Going to go fishing on a charter tomorrow or Friday.....(on vacation in St Martin) Hope to get some good pics...lol....but of course it's not called catching it's called fishing....so we'll see...lol....

Harry's right...that's some funny shit there...cept it's Bayonne that you smelled....the wind was right is all....lol.... And nope...still can't pump your own gas in NJ.....and it's yer own fault....it was only a quarter every ten miles or so.....cheapskate...lol.... But seriously....just saw tornado news from Texas....that's where you are Hxtr....no? Everyone and everything ok?

I been tellin everyone for years.....lol....if you aint from Jersey well....lets leave it there..... I saw the capitol theater in this mix....I grew up a 10 minute walk from there....cant even tell you how many concerts I saw there....what a great time back then...I still work in the neighborhood and its a laundry now....lol... Good find Mtn....(PS. Is central jersey REALLY Jersey??) LOL....you know everything south of sandy hook is a foregin country....!!! J/K....where are you at? I'll be in AC in a few weeks......

Then dont fogrget to gimme a holler....fat steaks and beer....

Don't know what you do but if your ever Rollin thru the NYC area holler....I always got cold beer....

Roflmao.....not at the video but at Pete and Hxtrs dialogue....you guys should write a show....

Nice Hobby...my dad was huge into saltwater and he had to have like rescue tanks...so not only did he have to maintain the tanks but then downstairs were a few more and he was like a freakin chemist.... I remember one time something went wrong and bam....coupla grand of fish were flushed... I had piranahas....started with 4...and ( i was in my 20's) when I didnt get to the store to get goldfish on time they ate each other...ended up with one...lol.. lots of fun though and very relaxing to watch....enjoy....and get a rescue tank going....even a small one....them fish aint cheap....