What a freaking great group of people in this clan! Hearts are pouring out top notch thoughts and feelings here!!!!!!!!!!
Janey,
No matter what, as you already know, yes you will get through this. It's nothing more than a bump in the road and how many bumps have you gone over in your life? Nothing in life happens without purpose and cause, this just makes the heart stronger even though it doesn't feel that way at the moment while your heart is breaking and the lack of understanding why this could happen to you.
Like several others here, I have only seen and spoken with you once or twice, but everything will be ok! Just a semi quick thought for you to ponder on for a while:
So many people ask God why Lord why, what did I do to deserve this, why did you let this happen to me? Well he didn't, but He'll be there for you if you open your heart and allow Him to come in and heal you. The bible says as you know, He gave His only begotten Son to die for the sins of mankind, it also says be not dismayed do not worry about tomorrow for it may not be here! And did He not cloth the lilies in the field, provide food and shelter for all things? Your like a tree thats been uprooted, trees are strong and they bend with the winds, but now that your roots are exposed to the air you think you will or feel like your dying, that just means its time to move over and on and sink your roots beside the Living Waters that give life everlasting to us all.
So, just take things oneday at a time, screw tomorrow, hold your head up high wipe the tears from your eyes, take a deep breath hold it a for a second let it out slow, and when you do that, its time to move on, and trust me I know what I'm saying!
None of us are prefect especially me, so we do the best we can, and remember we all fall short of the Glory of God, nothing you've done or anything you do, will take His Love away from you!
Think about what we All have said, cya around the battle field girl! Come and play with us, you won't be able to keep your mind on harmful things.
We love you, We are Family!