Angel

You are used to finishing yourself anyway, right?   

You are used to finishing yourself anyway, right?   

You are used to finishing yourself anyway, right?   

Server is back up with old rotation

Fire, like the lyrics of the Michael Jackson song goes, "You are not alone . . ."
 
I got divorced last year, too, so I know the pain.  It's not so much the pain of not having her here, it's the pain of not seeing my 17-year old son and 13-year old daughter on a daily, regular basis, and not sleeping under the same roof that they are so I know they're absolutely safe.
 
It was my (hard liquor) drinking that caused the split.  Her hormonal changes, especially after her hysterectomy, may have been the ember that sparked a flame, but I was the stupid jerk throwing tablespoons of gasoline on that flame.  Alcohol solves nothing, except maybe to disinfect a scratch. 
 
I was so depressed that I drank way too heavily, as much as 3, 750-mL bottles of 80-proof rum a day.  A day.
 
I was even drinking at work, and was either too drunk or too depressed to even go to work.  Of course, I eventually lost my job that paid over six figures. 
 
I'm not blaming my ex-wife, totally (I say "totally" because she absolutely robbed me blind!!!), because I know my voluminous consumption of distilled spirits was the root cause.  Many, many people in my situation have done disastrous things, either to themselves or others, in a similar situation.
 
My faith in God and His plan, as well as my love for my children and my core family, are why the "easy" options are never an option.
 
Regarding your "night terrors," I'm going to relay a personal story to you, and it goes like this:
 
I was 24-years old when I moved here to Anchorage, Alaska, and the apartment I moved into was the cat's meow in 1990; i.e., top floor, fireplace, furnished, etc.  Little did I know that the place was haunted, which it sounds to me like yours is.
 
I kept my Remington Model 870 pump-action 12-gauge shotgun in the corner of my bedroom to deal with anyone that tried to break in.  My deadbolt, key-chain lock, and door lock were secured each night, religiously.  One night, I heard a thumping noise in the living room, so I quietly got outta bed, crept to the bedroom door entrance, leaned out, and turned on the light switch next to the door.  From that position, I've practiced taking one leap, bouncing off the bed off my back, and grabbing my shotgun.
 
There was no one in the living room, so I checked the bathroom and closets, then finally the door, which was still secured.  So, I went back to bed, attributing the loud thumping noises to a figment of my imagination.
 
At the time, I liked to sleep with a pillow under my belly and pillow under my head.  Just when I started to doze off, the other side of the queen-sized bed sunk, like when someone sits there.  I could even hear the springs going down.
 
I leapt offa my side of the bed and got ready for mortal combat.  But, there was no one there.
 
I checked the bathroom, closets, and door locks again, and everything was in order.  "Strange," I thought, "I knew someone sat on the edge of the bed."  This was at about 2:00 a.m. in the morning (Alaska Standard Time).
 
After I finally settled back down and resumed my sleeping position, my body froze.  I was facing to the left side of the bed, and my eyelids were cracked open just a little.  There was a very tall, skinny, well-dressed, and mostly-bald Caucasian man standing next to me, with a wicked smile on his face.  He leaned forward so that he was hovering over me, and I felt my body being pushed down into the mattress.
 
I chuckled to myself, "Oh, this is what it feels like to be visited by a ghost.  Now I can tell my friends."
 
The apparition leaned even farther over me, and I felt myself being pushed down into the mattress even further.  I told myself over and over again, "It's only a ghost, he can't hurt me.  It's only a ghost, he can't hurt me . . . "
 
However, I realized that he was indeed hurting me.  I couldn't breathe, couldn't move.  By then, his face was only about a foot above my head, and I was almost out of oxygen.  Just before I blacked out, right before I blacked out, my last thought was, "Please, God help me!!!!"
 
Whoosh!!!!!  The apparition and pressure instantaneously disappeared, and I literally sprung outta bed.
 
I put my feet on the floor and was gasping for breath.  I almost died at 24.
 
I'm not a preacher, but if you, Face, or any of you others reading this, are faced with a similar situation, give it a try.  Just ask God for help.
 
That's why I haven't taken the "easy" way out; I exist to help carry out His plan.  I've heard many stories of people in such very--and let's face it, scary--situations, so I tell my story whenever I can.  Paul (aka "AyaqGuyaq")

Futurama is now out of rotation

Thanks, Rugger.  It was fun playing with infection on tonight--it's fun to shoot players that have become zombies, especially if they're people that you always wanted to shoot, anyway (read:  "Don't worry, Angel, I'll shoot you, Angel!!!!").
 
Lol.  BTW, the server gets stuck on "Futurama" 'cause the zombies won't spawn, much like they did, or didn't do, on the "Backlot" map.  Thanks again.  Ayaq

@@Ruggerxi
futurama map is Dead, needs removed...dead map not working
 
 
and thanks for the new maps

map mp_fnrp_sports_hall map mp_fnrp_icecream map mp_surv_snowworld map mp_fnrp_bigfight map mp_surv_schoolr2 map mp_fnrp_joxonfield map mp_surv_snow_haven map mp_madhouse_alaska map mp_surv_mountain map mp_fnrp_cemetery map mp_surv_oldwest_v2 map mp_surv_city map mp_subwaytunel map mp_fnrp_futurama_v3 map mp_surv_trap map mp_surv_new_moon_lg map mp_fnrp_store map mp_fnrp_supermario map mp_surv_overrun map mp_mrx_castle map mp_fnrp_circus map mp_surv_pacman"
 
Turned on Infection per request, can not get the fast reload added to the store yet
 
 

Rugger, sir, just a coupla requests for the zombie server:
 
(1)  Please add "fast reload" as an option to buy for all, for like say, 7000 upgrade points; and
(2) Please turn "infection" on.
 
Thanks for the mod and your work on it.  Ayaq

Merry Christmas!!!!      

 
This was a good time and one of the many reasons I love this XI Family

To all XI Members and there Familys have all a wonderfull Time

I was not able to attend because I fought with it to work for a little bit but then I learned of someone in my family being very ill and I was needed with my family.  Sadly today we got the news we didnt want to hear.
Hopefully I will make it next year, I missed playing with you guys..its always a good time in there.

Yes in zombies I am better as bait than anything else.

I was not able to attend because I fought with it to work for a little bit but then I learned of someone in my family being very ill and I was needed with my family.  Sadly today we got the news we didnt want to hear.
Hopefully I will make it next year, I missed playing with you guys..its always a good time in there.

I was not able to attend because I fought with it to work for a little bit but then I learned of someone in my family being very ill and I was needed with my family.  Sadly today we got the news we didnt want to hear.
Hopefully I will make it next year, I missed playing with you guys..its always a good time in there.

You act like everyone is just ignoring the situation... and Sammy have put in countless hours trying to rectify this situation....please be patient and know that it is being worked on diligently.

@SexPanther
 
Nope it just pissed me off so I gave up for the night and went to bed - in the end what I do is in my free time and although I am fine with banter it serves no place when there is an actual problem.
 

I missed last year due to being very sick but I shall be there this go around     Hopefully get the game installed correctly  lol   it gives me fits every year if I do recall 

Thanks Sammy and for working together on trying to figure out this very unusual issue. This isn't just your basic bad map, corrupted mod file issue. This is gonna take a lot of testing and trial and error to figure out the issue. But we have narrowed it down to non game server related, so we can focus on the dedicated windows server files now. 
 
Good luck you 2 and "May The Force Be With You"

I know I speak for all of us >XI< rabid gamers when I say "Thanks, Admins., et al, for all of the hard work and long hours that you put into making the >XI< servers run as smoothly as you can."
 
The >XI< servers are fun to play, and are filled with unbelievably-beautiful >XI< ladies and stunningly-handsome >XI< ogres . . . I mean, "gentlemen."
 
You Admins. and programmers earn every darn-blasted red penny of your >XI< salaries.  We appreciate it.  Ayaq

@Sitting- and @@Sammy are trying to tell you it's not the mod it's from the server I think??? Because it's not just one server that's messed up it's 3 of them right now and they are trying to find out what's causing it ..... so plz sit back and hold your pants on tight ya'll  XoXo

Actually. You are using the old mod. It has been rolled back to the way it was on November 2nd. Long before all these issues started happening. Which is why some of those debug messages are back. The reason was to see if any mod change made since that date were contributing to the problem.
 
In any case.... dont have a spaz and openly say peoples work is a piece of shit when everybody knows full well that the issues are being worked on from multiple angles.

I missed last year due to being very sick but I shall be there this go around     Hopefully get the game installed correctly  lol   it gives me fits every year if I do recall