BigPapaDean

This last Sunday I received some bad news that I knew was coming. My mom who has battled dementia quite badly for a few years lost her fight and crossed over. While I was expecting this call I still wasn't prepared for the finality it brings to my life. If I sound kind of lost it's because I feel lost. The woman that taught me most of everything I know about life is gone. She taught me the love of hard work and growing things. She showed me how to love the land that provided me food! Most of all she taught me how to love my family to the end! I can't go back for the service so I asked them to record it for me and my niece volunteered. I did go back and spent a week with her in August knowing this time was coming soon. Even then it's still a shock when it finally does! I am coping with it so far but if you feel like it please send me some positive vibes when you think of me! Love you Idiots!

She really just wants me to cut her ass again!

I smell a fish!

That all "Depends"! lol

From Google translate: tasty the consumption friend with your big mouth, first game ever on our server before you raise your mouth

Thanks everyone I intend to be back!

@@hxtr he's talking about you my friend! lol

Well a pervert anyways! lol

It's all upto me where and when I want to live. If something goes wrong I have a direct line to the person who takes care of abuses etc. If I decide I don't like a certain place when I am there all I need to do is find another place and they will move me. I can live anywhere in Washington state that there is a facility that does this.

For thoeof you who don't have me as a friend on facebook and that has supported me with well wishes and or financial support , I have an update as to what is happening for me now! Yesterday was my date for assessment as to whether I qualified for the program in Washington state for assisted living. I was easily qualified and now on to the next stage of me finding a place I like that has an opening so I can be where I am no longer a burden to family and friends. My day was long and exhausting but extremely rewarding because not only was my assessment successful but I had some quality time with my son and grand daughter! I miss both of them so badly! Thank you all again for support of any kind and God bless ya'll!

Happy birthday!

MmmmmmmmmmmmHmmmmmmmmmmmmmm!

Chief for all you been through and are still here congrats for this honor!

This year I still have no idea where I am going to be as of yet. I want to be in a place where I will be well taken care of and that my kids can drop by easily and see me with the grands!

TBB he is saying you should be with his midgets!

I don't get the joke but if I stay tuned long enuff maybe I can learn some good stuff!

The pad still works but the mouse shuts down. Funny thing is logged on a couple days ago and everything seemed to be fine yet I had to reformat the hard drive. I have tried to put some of the online games I play in it and yet they loose connection when I log on the next day. Any ideas about that?

Yes the lights come on and at the moment I don't have access to another computer. Maybe soon tho!

If I had any maybe but I wanna play with your hair! You are so damned cute and sweet. Don't mean to be disrespectful but you are amazing.

Happy birthday!

I bought this cheap laptop to have a way to keep in touch with all my friends and family. It doesn't have a lot of ram so i bought a Seagate then 1 TB portable drive. I set it up to use for all the heavier stuff such a couple online games I play and teamspeak and things like that. Well I logged on a bit ago and at first it recognized it then stopped. I unplugged and shut everything down restarted and nothing since! I am major disappointed what with everything I am dealing with now! Pleasecan someone assist me so I can get this thing going again. I almost forgot to tell you that the wireless mouse I use withit also stopped at the same time! It stillhas plenty of battery power butthe machine isn't reading it now either.

Happy birthdayRIP! May you have a blessed day!

My daughter pm'd me via facebook and told me my assessment date and time at her house is only about 2-1/2 weeks out. Again I want to thank everyone who contributed to help me thru this time. I am so thankful for everything you have done. Not sure until the assessmeent when I can find a room but all good things in time! Thanks again IDIOTS!!!

With a name like Tacobill there would have been no evidence left if I was around! I LOVE TACOS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Happy birthday!