BigPapaDean Posted December 27, 2012 Member ID: 1128 Group: *** Clan Members Followers: 78 Topic Count: 1211 Topics Per Day: 0.22 Content Count: 6554 Content Per Day: 1.18 Reputation: 4430 Achievement Points: 63664 Solved Content: 0 Days Won: 6 Joined: 02/13/10 Status: Offline Last Seen: 21 hours ago Birthday: 10/21/1954 Device: Windows Posted December 27, 2012 (edited) The following I already posted in my other post but for those who may have missed it here is why I feel so sentimental right now. I appreciate all of your thoughts and well wishes. Just knowing that I have friends who actually care bring a tear to my eyes. When I went back home to see my mother and sibs some of them actually thought I came there to get pity from them and to live off of them. I went there just to see them because I needed their support but what I found from some of them was a stone wall and a hard line stance. I guess some others had taken advantage of their hospitality so if that was the case I can't say I blame them but I never said anything with the exception I wanted to move home and go to school there. Here I find open understanding arms and open minds about when I am not handling things so well. I want you to know for those of you who doesn't know that there is a member here now that had she not been the kind of friend that really cared I would not be today. When my life fell apart at the seams big time I fell apart and was contemplating suicide. My ex did the same but she actually tried to end it all. When I saw how devastated my kids were with it I stopped myself and sought help. But there are countless hours when no one else is around and that is when my best friend Giggles came into the picture. I was at my lowest and she begin talking to me on xfire. Most nights all night weeks on end trying to help me stay sane and not sink deeper into that horrible pit of muck that kept dragging me down into it. Eventually I was able with her support to seek out professional help and get the meds I needed to get much better. She is still my best "buddy" I love her as my own sister. Thank you Giggles you gave up your life to save mine and I pray some how some way God will reward you for you heart of gold! You helped me see that my existence really does make a difference in some peoples lives and again I say "thank God for you my guardian Angel" People this is why I stress so much take time to notice people of low estate around you and help when you can and have the ability. You just may save a life when you do! Edited December 27, 2012 by Bigmeandean deerejon, Gatorgirl, snakepliskin and 3 others 6 Awards
FRENCHI Posted December 27, 2012 Member ID: 1729 Group: ***- Inactive Clan Members Followers: 106 Topic Count: 279 Topics Per Day: 0.05 Content Count: 7521 Content Per Day: 1.40 Reputation: 3632 Achievement Points: 49202 Solved Content: 0 Days Won: 2 Joined: 08/23/10 Status: Offline Last Seen: September 16, 2021 Birthday: 12/26/1969 Posted December 27, 2012 je ne connait rien de toi dean . Mais je remercie giggles pour t avoir aider a remonter la pente dans ta vie . Je pense que tu es quelqu un de bien et que ta vie sur terre est précieuse pour nous comme toute vie sur terre . Pour ma part je n aurrai jamais due écrire ces mots , car je devrais etre mort depuis trés longtemps . J es eu aussi des problémes de santé suite auxquels mon plus grand souhait était de mourrir pour ne plus souffrir . Et je vie aujourd hui et chaque jour je remercie dieu de me laisser vivre 1 jour de plus sur terre . Malgrès tous les problémes de la vie . Aujourd hui je ne souffre plus je vie ma vie comme tout le monde . Mais je voulais te dire dean que meme si je ne peut pas parler en anglais ; il est important pour moi ta vie sur cette terre comme celle de n importe quel autre humain , aussi je remercie giggles d avoir pu t aider a remonter la pente mon ami Damage_inc-, BigPapaDean and Gatorgirl 3 Awards
BigPapaDean Posted December 27, 2012 Member ID: 1128 Group: *** Clan Members Followers: 78 Topic Count: 1211 Topics Per Day: 0.22 Content Count: 6554 Content Per Day: 1.18 Reputation: 4430 Achievement Points: 63664 Solved Content: 0 Days Won: 6 Joined: 02/13/10 Status: Offline Last Seen: 21 hours ago Birthday: 10/21/1954 Device: Windows Author Posted December 27, 2012 je ne connait rien de toi dean . Mais je remercie giggles pour t avoir aider a remonter la pente dans ta vie . Je pense que tu es quelqu un de bien et que ta vie sur terre est précieuse pour nous comme toute vie sur terre . Pour ma part je n aurrai jamais due écrire ces mots , car je devrais etre mort depuis trés longtemps . J es eu aussi des problémes de santé suite auxquels mon plus grand souhait était de mourrir pour ne plus souffrir . Et je vie aujourd hui et chaque jour je remercie dieu de me laisser vivre 1 jour de plus sur terre . Malgrès tous les problémes de la vie . Aujourd hui je ne souffre plus je vie ma vie comme tout le monde . Mais je voulais te dire dean que meme si je ne peut pas parler en anglais ; il est important pour moi ta vie sur cette terre comme celle de n importe quel autre humain , aussi je remercie giggles d avoir pu t aider a remonter la pente mon ami Frenchi je suis touché dans mon cœur par votre très MOTS compréhension. VOUS AIMEZ-MOI SUIS VENU POUR CONNAÎTRE LA VALEUR DE LA VIE DE FRENCHI 1 Awards
Spartacus Posted December 27, 2012 Member ID: 1387 Group: ***- Inactive Clan Members Followers: 30 Topic Count: 52 Topics Per Day: 0.01 Content Count: 2540 Content Per Day: 0.46 Reputation: 2486 Achievement Points: 19555 Solved Content: 0 Days Won: 3 Joined: 05/02/10 Status: Offline Last Seen: April 13 Birthday: 06/05/1968 Device: Windows Posted December 27, 2012 What A Responsibility life is. As I have grown older I now see just how delicate our lives really are especially in a marrage. Things we do when we are young & choices we make while living seem so natural when we make them. God bless you & your family & may you find happiness in whatever you do in life. Happy New Year FRENCHI and BigPapaDean 2 Awards
vipersniper Posted December 27, 2012 Member ID: 371 Group: ***- Inactive Clan Members Followers: 67 Topic Count: 64 Topics Per Day: 0.01 Content Count: 854 Content Per Day: 0.15 Reputation: 382 Achievement Points: 6772 Solved Content: 0 Days Won: 0 Joined: 09/13/09 Status: Offline Last Seen: January 22, 2020 Birthday: 04/02/1962 Posted December 27, 2012 hey Dean you have alot of friends here . FRENCHI and BigPapaDean 2 Awards
Giggles Posted December 27, 2012 Member ID: 1217 Group: *** Clan Members Followers: 73 Topic Count: 94 Topics Per Day: 0.02 Content Count: 1608 Content Per Day: 0.29 Reputation: 1865 Achievement Points: 14709 Solved Content: 0 Days Won: 3 Joined: 03/04/10 Status: Offline Last Seen: April 19 Birthday: 01/21/1978 Device: Android Posted December 27, 2012 Frenchi Je le ferais pour n'importe qui, mais Dean est un grand homme et je l'aime comme mon meilleur ami Dean Je suis juste content que vous faites de mieux. BigPapaDean and FRENCHI 2 Awards
Giggles Posted December 27, 2012 Member ID: 1217 Group: *** Clan Members Followers: 73 Topic Count: 94 Topics Per Day: 0.02 Content Count: 1608 Content Per Day: 0.29 Reputation: 1865 Achievement Points: 14709 Solved Content: 0 Days Won: 3 Joined: 03/04/10 Status: Offline Last Seen: April 19 Birthday: 01/21/1978 Device: Android Posted December 27, 2012 Dean I am just glad your doing better. BigPapaDean 1 Awards
TBB Posted December 27, 2012 Member ID: 989 Group: *** Clan Members Followers: 25 Topic Count: 290 Topics Per Day: 0.05 Content Count: 20614 Content Per Day: 3.67 Reputation: 22615 Achievement Points: 148721 Solved Content: 0 Days Won: 399 Joined: 01/07/10 Status: Offline Last Seen: 1 hour ago Birthday: 01/27/1946 Device: Windows Posted December 27, 2012 hey Dean you have alot of friends here . +100 BigPapaDean 1 Awards
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