BigPapaDean

I have dreams! The kind where I am happy. The kind where I am secure and safe. The kind where I am loved and will never be forgotten! What Is your dream>

I have been reading the birthday wishes and I am absolutely overwhelmed. I am filled with sentimentality from the soles of my feet to the crown of my head. I feel so privileged to have such friends as you and family that truly cares for me. Just tio know you thought of me makes me cry with joy. I have been away from mainstream life for quite awhile now it feels great knowing you have not forgotten me! Thanks for all the kind wishes and prayers and thoughts! :)

Mmmmm hot coffee sure taste good this morning! What do you like first thing in the morning?

All I want to know is WHY?

Why can't I just be normal?

What is the humidity outside? I mean it's like 80 plus and the humidity is so high I can't move without sticking to myself!

Some days the windshield some days the bug!

Another sleepless night! I am just now getting sleepy enough to sleep. I don't have a schedule so I guess it's not that critical!

There are days when this really deep and dark side of me tries unmercifully to poke its ugly head out in my head. Those days are not as they use to be. You know the ones where you just wanna scream and or tear the arms and head off the yahoo that is giving you all kinds of crap. Today is working on one of those days atm. Hopefully that will change just like yesterday did! Right now am so agitated it's hard for me to concentrate on anything good or constructive. It will change I just have to h...

Way to go SEAHAWKS! They overcame a lopsided referee's game to win at the end! WOOOOOO HOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!

Whats everyone doing for Thanksgiving?

There are times I just wanna go hide and just have it all go away and when I poke my head back out it will all be fine as it never happened! (the last 3 yrs)

When was the last time you stopped and talked with a homeless person?

When someone we know is in trouble we feel lost and do not know how to help them. It's so easy to sit and judge and say if it were I this is what I would do. I have learned through the school of hard knocks that is not the right way or proper way to think. If we just take a moment and consider the situation and ask ourselves this one question, "If this were me how would I want to be helped?" After answering this all important question ans asking for guidance if it indeed is meant to step in...

I been struggling whether I should tell you all what I found out when I was at the Dr's office yesterday! But because you all have been there praying for me so steady I feel I have to tell you. Because I couldn't make an appointment and didn't get the bandaged changed I had quite a setback. I was down to one open wound and well on the way to recovery. I was wondering why I was in so much pain and why it hurt only at certain positions... The Dr told me something that made my heart sink with disappointment. I now have 4-5 new wounds and all of them seeping. I also have a plan "B" in case my ride should ever not be able to make it for what ever reason. I really do appreciate all your concern and prayers. I wanted so to be telling you I am healed but it wasn't to be yet. Like I said I am more disappointed about this than I have been in a long time. Please keep praying for me that I won't let this slide me backwards toward that time when I sunk so low I wanted out. I have way to much going for me and I want to live and enjoy my life as I was doing this whole time! I fight this battle every day to stay on the positive side . I know my God is holding me in His hands but I may be weaker that I have been in a while! Please pray and keep me in your thoughts! I love you all and want you to know I know from things you have said to me that you love me too. God bless you and keep you!

am bored out of my ghorde!

I need my friends to send me some very positive energy right now whether it is prayers or whether its just positive thoughts or what ever you do. I am sad and I need to be lifted up!

I have a gift that few are aware of. I have always been able to express my feelings in the art of the written language but not in the normal written story but through poetry. For instance I once met someone who I grew very fond of and this is what they inspired in me!MY DEEP RED ROSE!As I walk through my garden of beautiful flowers, there are blooms of red, white and blue.There are yellow, pink and purple and like the rainbow many flowers of a variety of hues.Every one of them are beau...

I just want to be happy! Is that too much to ask?

I just wanna hide!!!

Einige Tage Ihres der Bug und einige Tage Ihr die Windschutzscheibe! Wie ist Ihr Tag heute?

I want to wish each and everyone of you a merry Christmas and may you have a safe wonderful time with your family!

That time when you realize it hurts just to think!

Once in every lifeSomeone comes alongAnd you came to meIt was almost like a songYou were in my armsRight where you belongAnd we were so in loveIt was almost like a songJanuary through DecemberWe had such a perfect yearThen the flame became a dying emberAll at once you weren't hereNow my broken heartCries for you each nightAnd It's almost like a songBut it’s much too sad to writeNow my broken heartCries for you each nightAnd It's almost like a songBut it’s much too sad t...

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