Wow RobMc, be more mean why don't you? Everyone has issues, everyone has problems, and it is OK if someone wants to explain about his own issues so let's not bully someone for trying to explain his personal heartfelt difficulties. Shesh. Randall, you are a great player, imho, play what you want, ignore the "haters" and "winers" and those that annoy/bully/tease whatever it is that pushes your buttons. (And remember this. If you are being bullied/harassed for you in particular it is because you are whipping their butts and they are mad, jealous and envious. ) These are just games, and seems to me those of us who game do it for a release, to get our minds off of our troubles, to relax, for fun, for a laugh, whatever it is. You be you and do what you need to to be happy and have fun. (Suggestion: Don't join things/clans be a guest but don't belong - that sounds more like what would make you happy.) Here is a suggestion play more like me (terrible shot and easy to kill) and no one will accuse you of cheating lol. What, why are you laughing? ?