By the way, God doesn't hate you. Bad times fall on good people. Sometimes what appears as trouble is really God clearing out a mess to get you to a huge blessing that's ahead. Consider this, David was chased by King Saul who was jealous and wanted to kill him. David ended up with Saul's Crown. Job lost everything, but in the end found himself blessed many times more. Abraham was told to sacrifice his son, and when he demonstrated his obedience, God not only did not require him to sacrifice Isaac, but made him the father of all nations.
Look for the blessing in your situation. God has amazing things headed your way!!
"For I know the plans I have for you," declares the LORD, "plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future." Jeremiah 29:11
Be strong, sir!
Landshark