Dean,
So sorry to hear about your mom. I lost mine a few years ago, and it's tough. I'll be praying for you, and I want you to know if you need an ear, let me know. So glad you got to visit her last August, that helps I think. I saw my mom shortly before she had her massive stroke, and I will never forget that.
Here is a song that sums my mom up, she was always there for me. The song brings tears, but they are healthy tears, and a reminder that God is there for us.
Praying for you my friend. If I can help, let me know.
Gary AKA: Landshark
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nnuWkbZuG1k&feature=share