_rAzor__

A few weeks back in The Breakfast Club server  I heard some guys talking about the reason/story behind why they picked the nickname they use....was really interesting. I don't know if this has ever been a topic here before but thought it would be cool to hear your story........
 
My story: years back we threw a weekend party for our Quake Clan in Huntington Beach, Ca. (omg!, my liver is still swollen from that)...the first night we ended up at a local bar and witnessed some fool pull a straight razor on his girlfriend and threaten to cut her for being out without his permission...we all yelled at him to chill and put it away but he just kept swinging it around in the air yelling he was 'gonna cut some one'...I was probably 6' away from him and during one of his swings which felt really close to me I reached out in defense and luckily caught his arm and the razor flew out of his hand( what a dumbass move, but you know the Jack Daniels 10' tall thing) ....anyways , my buds starting calling me 'razor'   
 
 
 

Yea, but only when some guy throws those DAMN flaming bottles at our heads....hmmmm, who could it be??....

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wow! powerful statement Dean, thanks for sharing and the fact that you did is admirable. I deal with the same issue and couldn't handle it until I reached out either....like senapsBread said, your not alone,....prayers for you Dean

wow! powerful statement Dean, thanks for sharing and the fact that you did is admirable. I deal with the same issue and couldn't handle it until I reached out either....like senapsBread said, your not alone,....prayers for you Dean

Congrats !!!      was curious how you quit?...I quit cigs in Jan. but went to vape, now I just feel I traded one addiction for another

@@Razor
its simple mate when you click to reply and the dialog box opens you will see lots of different  editing tools.......Second row down 11th across (littlte green box) click it and then click browse to select a pic from your pc when you find the right pic double click it then send it to server................ simple  :thumbup: :thumbup: :thumbup:

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My '08 GMC Sierra 4x4 5.3l....Procharger HO-Intercooled Supercharger...590HP....

I've played hundreds of maps with PissySocks  and must admit that the first few times I was a little curious, so I spectated him numerous times on different days and saw no signs of any hacks.( I used to Admin Quake and COD servers and believe me you learn what to look for).
I believe he's just an aggressive player and damn good at it.
I totally understand your frustration Pissy, I've been accused of hacking here also...and agree with SOB that when it's implied during a game that your hacking enough times, guys will start to believe it and as for myself it kind of ruins the enjoyment of playing. On the other hand, I also understand how when a new to the server guy shows up and starts winning maps, it's human nature applied to gaming to be curious.  So I guess what I'm saying is I hope you keep playing here and not let this ruin it for you, I like playing against above average guys because it forces me to improve.
 
Now for full disclosure, I fuked up one day and blurted out an accusation toward a guy ( initials: VM) and knew as soon as it left my mouth I was way off base and still feel bad about it.

My mom passed recently and I found myself totally devastated and quite frankly, lost for quite a few days...but being the oldest surviving child your forced into being the "strong one" for the rest of the family ......and then everyone is gone and your left alone and then it hits...waves of uncontrollable emotions and deep sadness i'd never experienced. So, like an 'Idiot' I jumped inside a whiskey bottle and stayed there until a few days ago.
 
The reason I felt compelled to share this is that when I returned to the BreakfastClub  after being gone for quite a while and actually only being a daily player for about 3 months, and not really knowing anyone all that well, djMot acknowledged my return and I shared what had happened, instantly him and a bunch of the guys offered condolences and prayers to me....Honestly I was kind of surprised and confused but deeply touched...see, I figured  I would log on to take out my frustrations, kill as many guys as possible, blow up a bunch of crap, cause as much mayhem as possible, not talk to anyone, in hopes that somehow that would make me feel better....but no....empathy stepped up in the form of a kind gesture from a group of guys that I thought had written me off as some "outsider" 
 
I wanted to thank you guys from the bottom of my heart for your kindness!
 
P.S.  No matter the circumstances, forgive those that may have wronged you, hug those you love daily and tell them so, we never know the day they may pass...

prayers and + thoughts to you and your wife......

My mom passed recently and I found myself totally devastated and quite frankly, lost for quite a few days...but being the oldest surviving child your forced into being the "strong one" for the rest of the family ......and then everyone is gone and your left alone and then it hits...waves of uncontrollable emotions and deep sadness i'd never experienced. So, like an 'Idiot' I jumped inside a whiskey bottle and stayed there until a few days ago.
 
The reason I felt compelled to share this is that when I returned to the BreakfastClub  after being gone for quite a while and actually only being a daily player for about 3 months, and not really knowing anyone all that well, djMot acknowledged my return and I shared what had happened, instantly him and a bunch of the guys offered condolences and prayers to me....Honestly I was kind of surprised and confused but deeply touched...see, I figured  I would log on to take out my frustrations, kill as many guys as possible, blow up a bunch of crap, cause as much mayhem as possible, not talk to anyone, in hopes that somehow that would make me feel better....but no....empathy stepped up in the form of a kind gesture from a group of guys that I thought had written me off as some "outsider" 
 
I wanted to thank you guys from the bottom of my heart for your kindness!
 
P.S.  No matter the circumstances, forgive those that may have wronged you, hug those you love daily and tell them so, we never know the day they may pass...

thanks guys

My mom passed recently and I found myself totally devastated and quite frankly, lost for quite a few days...but being the oldest surviving child your forced into being the "strong one" for the rest of the family ......and then everyone is gone and your left alone and then it hits...waves of uncontrollable emotions and deep sadness i'd never experienced. So, like an 'Idiot' I jumped inside a whiskey bottle and stayed there until a few days ago.
 
The reason I felt compelled to share this is that when I returned to the BreakfastClub  after being gone for quite a while and actually only being a daily player for about 3 months, and not really knowing anyone all that well, djMot acknowledged my return and I shared what had happened, instantly him and a bunch of the guys offered condolences and prayers to me....Honestly I was kind of surprised and confused but deeply touched...see, I figured  I would log on to take out my frustrations, kill as many guys as possible, blow up a bunch of crap, cause as much mayhem as possible, not talk to anyone, in hopes that somehow that would make me feel better....but no....empathy stepped up in the form of a kind gesture from a group of guys that I thought had written me off as some "outsider" 
 
I wanted to thank you guys from the bottom of my heart for your kindness!
 
P.S.  No matter the circumstances, forgive those that may have wronged you, hug those you love daily and tell them so, we never know the day they may pass...

My mom passed recently and I found myself totally devastated and quite frankly, lost for quite a few days...but being the oldest surviving child your forced into being the "strong one" for the rest of the family ......and then everyone is gone and your left alone and then it hits...waves of uncontrollable emotions and deep sadness i'd never experienced. So, like an 'Idiot' I jumped inside a whiskey bottle and stayed there until a few days ago.
 
The reason I felt compelled to share this is that when I returned to the BreakfastClub  after being gone for quite a while and actually only being a daily player for about 3 months, and not really knowing anyone all that well, djMot acknowledged my return and I shared what had happened, instantly him and a bunch of the guys offered condolences and prayers to me....Honestly I was kind of surprised and confused but deeply touched...see, I figured  I would log on to take out my frustrations, kill as many guys as possible, blow up a bunch of crap, cause as much mayhem as possible, not talk to anyone, in hopes that somehow that would make me feel better....but no....empathy stepped up in the form of a kind gesture from a group of guys that I thought had written me off as some "outsider" 
 
I wanted to thank you guys from the bottom of my heart for your kindness!
 
P.S.  No matter the circumstances, forgive those that may have wronged you, hug those you love daily and tell them so, we never know the day they may pass...

My mom passed recently and I found myself totally devastated and quite frankly, lost for quite a few days...but being the oldest surviving child your forced into being the "strong one" for the rest of the family ......and then everyone is gone and your left alone and then it hits...waves of uncontrollable emotions and deep sadness i'd never experienced. So, like an 'Idiot' I jumped inside a whiskey bottle and stayed there until a few days ago.
 
The reason I felt compelled to share this is that when I returned to the BreakfastClub  after being gone for quite a while and actually only being a daily player for about 3 months, and not really knowing anyone all that well, djMot acknowledged my return and I shared what had happened, instantly him and a bunch of the guys offered condolences and prayers to me....Honestly I was kind of surprised and confused but deeply touched...see, I figured  I would log on to take out my frustrations, kill as many guys as possible, blow up a bunch of crap, cause as much mayhem as possible, not talk to anyone, in hopes that somehow that would make me feel better....but no....empathy stepped up in the form of a kind gesture from a group of guys that I thought had written me off as some "outsider" 
 
I wanted to thank you guys from the bottom of my heart for your kindness!
 
P.S.  No matter the circumstances, forgive those that may have wronged you, hug those you love daily and tell them so, we never know the day they may pass...

My mom passed recently and I found myself totally devastated and quite frankly, lost for quite a few days...but being the oldest surviving child your forced into being the "strong one" for the rest of the family ......and then everyone is gone and your left alone and then it hits...waves of uncontrollable emotions and deep sadness i'd never experienced. So, like an 'Idiot' I jumped inside a whiskey bottle and stayed there until a few days ago.
 
The reason I felt compelled to share this is that when I returned to the BreakfastClub  after being gone for quite a while and actually only being a daily player for about 3 months, and not really knowing anyone all that well, djMot acknowledged my return and I shared what had happened, instantly him and a bunch of the guys offered condolences and prayers to me....Honestly I was kind of surprised and confused but deeply touched...see, I figured  I would log on to take out my frustrations, kill as many guys as possible, blow up a bunch of crap, cause as much mayhem as possible, not talk to anyone, in hopes that somehow that would make me feel better....but no....empathy stepped up in the form of a kind gesture from a group of guys that I thought had written me off as some "outsider" 
 
I wanted to thank you guys from the bottom of my heart for your kindness!
 
P.S.  No matter the circumstances, forgive those that may have wronged you, hug those you love daily and tell them so, we never know the day they may pass...

My mom passed recently and I found myself totally devastated and quite frankly, lost for quite a few days...but being the oldest surviving child your forced into being the "strong one" for the rest of the family ......and then everyone is gone and your left alone and then it hits...waves of uncontrollable emotions and deep sadness i'd never experienced. So, like an 'Idiot' I jumped inside a whiskey bottle and stayed there until a few days ago.
 
The reason I felt compelled to share this is that when I returned to the BreakfastClub  after being gone for quite a while and actually only being a daily player for about 3 months, and not really knowing anyone all that well, djMot acknowledged my return and I shared what had happened, instantly him and a bunch of the guys offered condolences and prayers to me....Honestly I was kind of surprised and confused but deeply touched...see, I figured  I would log on to take out my frustrations, kill as many guys as possible, blow up a bunch of crap, cause as much mayhem as possible, not talk to anyone, in hopes that somehow that would make me feel better....but no....empathy stepped up in the form of a kind gesture from a group of guys that I thought had written me off as some "outsider" 
 
I wanted to thank you guys from the bottom of my heart for your kindness!
 
P.S.  No matter the circumstances, forgive those that may have wronged you, hug those you love daily and tell them so, we never know the day they may pass...

My mom passed recently and I found myself totally devastated and quite frankly, lost for quite a few days...but being the oldest surviving child your forced into being the "strong one" for the rest of the family ......and then everyone is gone and your left alone and then it hits...waves of uncontrollable emotions and deep sadness i'd never experienced. So, like an 'Idiot' I jumped inside a whiskey bottle and stayed there until a few days ago.
 
The reason I felt compelled to share this is that when I returned to the BreakfastClub  after being gone for quite a while and actually only being a daily player for about 3 months, and not really knowing anyone all that well, djMot acknowledged my return and I shared what had happened, instantly him and a bunch of the guys offered condolences and prayers to me....Honestly I was kind of surprised and confused but deeply touched...see, I figured  I would log on to take out my frustrations, kill as many guys as possible, blow up a bunch of crap, cause as much mayhem as possible, not talk to anyone, in hopes that somehow that would make me feel better....but no....empathy stepped up in the form of a kind gesture from a group of guys that I thought had written me off as some "outsider" 
 
I wanted to thank you guys from the bottom of my heart for your kindness!
 
P.S.  No matter the circumstances, forgive those that may have wronged you, hug those you love daily and tell them so, we never know the day they may pass...

Happy Birthday Johnny!...got you a cake, enjoy!

Hi again XI....(breakfast club rocks!) What I mean by 'Hi again' is I used to game with a lot of XI guys back when Quake4 was one of the Top games ( I remember Killa, Bud Sr, JohnnyDos, RIP, Rugger...etc) I went by "rAzor" back then and sometimes "zoob"....man I was so wasted back then..gulp, snort, toke...lol. I was always impressed with how XI handled themselves ,1st rate in all areas of the game and always willing to help a guy out with cfg. problems, etc.
 
I'm in forced retirement now due to a Drunk Driver hit me head-on and blew my life outa the water....complete rehabilitation regiment and all that sappy crap...doing better now especially since I came back to gaming, Love this stuff!!!  (especially killing Kilroy6..haha!...you WHORE!!!...lol) To be able to find a group of awesome guys and gals who enjoy the game and are as friendly as the Breakfast Club is, is a rare thing indeed.....Kill ya later!