Randall ole buddy, Yes its me, Angus... You know the one that cusses at you, calls you names and gives you a hard time.. I Just wanted to tell you to keep your head up and stand tall and let the sad things in life slide off... I know that's easier said then done, Don't forget! just let go al ittle more each day. But just don't worry about the things you can't change... I will say I can't imagine loosing a mother or father.. But as we get older life takes things from us that we love to make us who we really are.. It's another test in life for you to see how you handle it and how you get through it.... Don't know your relationship with your dad, But live your life like he would have wanted you too.. Full , Strong and with purpose.... Your a bright kid and a have long life in front of you, Focus on that and the rest will happen, Trust me... A woman will come along that will fill that need , Someone else will come along long like your Dad and you will learn from them. things will happen one day after another and so on and you will get through it.. Just stay positive. And if you haven't ,Go save a dog, Pound dog, That no body wants and claim him as yours, Start this new chapter in your life with a new friend... Take care head up.... p.s I wasn't a English major , So ignore the long sentences.. lol