BigPapaDean Posted January 27, 2013 Member ID: 1128 Group: *** Clan Members Followers: 78 Topic Count: 1221 Topics Per Day: 0.20 Content Count: 6594 Content Per Day: 1.10 Reputation: 4455 Achievement Points: 63970 Solved Content: 0 Days Won: 6 Joined: 02/13/10 Status: Offline Last Seen: June 1 Birthday: 10/21/1954 Device: Windows Posted January 27, 2013 (edited) It all started about 6 years or so ago. I first tried it a little at a time then when I officially became an "Idiot" I was hooked. Anytime I didn't get my fix I was shaking and having a hard time dealing with "my life." There were times I had to go long stretches of time with no fix. That was the worst. I tried other things to see if I could just have my fix but the real pure adrenaline I sought came from only one place. It was the highest quality even though it almost killed me more than helped me, I was an addict (look at my kdr). The funny thing is my son is the one who bought my first hit for me. He knew I was a virgin and had never done anything harder than small shots of things that gave me a buzz but never did quit sate my appetite for the hard core stuff. Not to put other sources down but none ever gave me the buzz that XtremeIdiots have. I don't believe I will ever even think about going in for treatment, because being free from the addiction I have isn't something I can visualize for myself. You know the real peasure is when I get up each day and prepare to take my daily fix is when I finally have it all ready and I know that Harry who I respect has the same addiction with one minor addition. He is hooked on pain. The pain I am speaking about is he loves a cold stainless steel shank shoved into his rectum and take from him the one thing every man wants, his family jewels. The things I have tried which makes me want more and more are things like the following: COD2, COD4, BF2, BF3, Crysis, WOW, Farcry1, Farcry 2, and many more. The world I came from was void all these drugs of choice, and I believe that is why I am so addicted now. The hardest thing I have ever had to admit and went to an "intervention" because I couldn't face the truth, is I am an addict! Edited January 27, 2013 by Bigmeandean HellKid, Giggles, jimboom and 3 others 6 Awards
djMot Posted January 27, 2013 Member ID: 3189 Group: *** Clan Members Followers: 99 Topic Count: 358 Topics Per Day: 0.07 Content Count: 5265 Content Per Day: 1.00 Reputation: 11155 Achievement Points: 49008 Solved Content: 0 Days Won: 114 Joined: 02/11/12 Status: Offline Last Seen: 6 hours ago Birthday: 12/24/1957 Device: Windows Posted January 27, 2013 Repeat after me: Â God grant me the serenity to accept the things I cannot change, the courage to change the things I can, and a big motherfucking knife to teach those who ought to know better than let me slink up to them. Â Â Â baldie, Dark Asylumn, HellKid and 4 others 7 Awards
little_old_man Posted January 27, 2013 Member ID: 1194 Group: ***- Inactive Clan Members Followers: 40 Topic Count: 436 Topics Per Day: 0.07 Content Count: 6692 Content Per Day: 1.12 Reputation: 11691 Achievement Points: 53094 Solved Content: 0 Days Won: 76 Joined: 02/27/10 Status: Offline Last Seen: April 16, 2023 Birthday: 04/15/1960 Posted January 27, 2013 You're preaching to the choir Dean. Awards
BigPapaDean Posted January 27, 2013 Member ID: 1128 Group: *** Clan Members Followers: 78 Topic Count: 1221 Topics Per Day: 0.20 Content Count: 6594 Content Per Day: 1.10 Reputation: 4455 Achievement Points: 63970 Solved Content: 0 Days Won: 6 Joined: 02/13/10 Status: Offline Last Seen: June 1 Birthday: 10/21/1954 Device: Windows Author Posted January 27, 2013 You're preaching to the choir Dean. I gave up preaching! Lol! Awards
HarryWeezer Posted January 27, 2013 Member ID: 20166 Group: *** Clan Members Followers: 40 Topic Count: 613 Topics Per Day: 0.13 Content Count: 7659 Content Per Day: 1.65 Reputation: 7241 Achievement Points: 53726 Solved Content: 0 Days Won: 36 Joined: 10/04/13 Status: Offline Last Seen: June 1 Birthday: 10/16/1946 Device: Windows Posted January 27, 2013 ...You know the real peasure is when I get up each day and prepare to take my daily fix is when I finally have it all ready and I know that Harry who I respect has the same addiction with one minor addition. He is hooked on pain. The pain I am speaking about is he loves a cold stainless steel shank shoved into his rectum and take from him the one thing every man wants, his family jewels.// Â Could I please have some more??? BigPapaDean and baldie 2 Awards
Jojitosan Posted January 28, 2013 Member ID: 5245 Group: **- Inactive Registered Users Followers: 7 Topic Count: 4 Topics Per Day: 0.00 Content Count: 91 Content Per Day: 0.02 Reputation: 21 Achievement Points: 579 Solved Content: 0 Days Won: 0 Joined: 01/21/13 Status: Offline Last Seen: December 8, 2013 Birthday: 06/10/1974 Posted January 28, 2013 i was an addict when cod4 modern warfare came out i even got fired from a job because of it but since then i have been able to control it ......... well mostly lol BigPapaDean 1
JohnnyDos Posted January 28, 2013 Member ID: 77 Group: Fallen Members Followers: 111 Topic Count: 1018 Topics Per Day: 0.17 Content Count: 7527 Content Per Day: 1.23 Reputation: 9176 Achievement Points: 69487 Solved Content: 0 Days Won: 47 Joined: 09/02/09 Status: Offline Last Seen: January 8, 2020 Posted January 28, 2013 Repeat after me: Â God grant me the serenity to accept the things I cannot change, the courage to change the things I can, and a big motherfucking knife to teach those who ought to know better than let me slink up to them. Â Â Â Â Fantastic reply djMot.Made me laugh.BMD great little story and another good chuckle. jimboom and BigPapaDean 2
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