BigPapaDean Posted January 27, 2013 Member ID: 1128 Group: *** Clan Members Followers: 78 Topic Count: 1202 Topics Per Day: 0.23 Content Count: 6536 Content Per Day: 1.25 Reputation: 4424 Achievement Points: 63520 Solved Content: 0 Days Won: 6 Joined: 02/13/10 Status: Offline Last Seen: Wednesday at 04:54 PM Birthday: 10/21/1954 Device: Windows Share Posted January 27, 2013 (edited) It all started about 6 years or so ago. I first tried it a little at a time then when I officially became an "Idiot" I was hooked. Anytime I didn't get my fix I was shaking and having a hard time dealing with "my life." There were times I had to go long stretches of time with no fix. That was the worst. I tried other things to see if I could just have my fix but the real pure adrenaline I sought came from only one place. It was the highest quality even though it almost killed me more than helped me, I was an addict (look at my kdr). The funny thing is my son is the one who bought my first hit for me. He knew I was a virgin and had never done anything harder than small shots of things that gave me a buzz but never did quit sate my appetite for the hard core stuff. Not to put other sources down but none ever gave me the buzz that XtremeIdiots have. I don't believe I will ever even think about going in for treatment, because being free from the addiction I have isn't something I can visualize for myself. You know the real peasure is when I get up each day and prepare to take my daily fix is when I finally have it all ready and I know that Harry who I respect has the same addiction with one minor addition. He is hooked on pain. The pain I am speaking about is he loves a cold stainless steel shank shoved into his rectum and take from him the one thing every man wants, his family jewels. The things I have tried which makes me want more and more are things like the following: COD2, COD4, BF2, BF3, Crysis, WOW, Farcry1, Farcry 2, and many more. The world I came from was void all these drugs of choice, and I believe that is why I am so addicted now. The hardest thing I have ever had to admit and went to an "intervention" because I couldn't face the truth, is I am an addict! Edited January 27, 2013 by Bigmeandean HellKid, baldie, ausimatador and 3 others 6 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options... Awards
djMot Posted January 27, 2013 Member ID: 3189 Group: *** Clan Members Followers: 94 Topic Count: 355 Topics Per Day: 0.08 Content Count: 5234 Content Per Day: 1.16 Reputation: 11106 Achievement Points: 48754 Solved Content: 0 Days Won: 112 Joined: 02/11/12 Status: Offline Last Seen: 18 hours ago Birthday: 12/24/1957 Device: Windows Share Posted January 27, 2013 Repeat after me: God grant me the serenity to accept the things I cannot change, the courage to change the things I can, and a big motherfucking knife to teach those who ought to know better than let me slink up to them. baldie, BigPapaDean, ausimatador and 4 others 7 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options... Awards
little_old_man Posted January 27, 2013 Member ID: 1194 Group: ***- Inactive Clan Members Followers: 40 Topic Count: 436 Topics Per Day: 0.08 Content Count: 6692 Content Per Day: 1.28 Reputation: 11691 Achievement Points: 53094 Solved Content: 0 Days Won: 76 Joined: 02/27/10 Status: Offline Last Seen: April 16, 2023 Birthday: 04/15/1960 Share Posted January 27, 2013 You're preaching to the choir Dean. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options... Awards
BigPapaDean Posted January 27, 2013 Member ID: 1128 Group: *** Clan Members Followers: 78 Topic Count: 1202 Topics Per Day: 0.23 Content Count: 6536 Content Per Day: 1.25 Reputation: 4424 Achievement Points: 63520 Solved Content: 0 Days Won: 6 Joined: 02/13/10 Status: Offline Last Seen: Wednesday at 04:54 PM Birthday: 10/21/1954 Device: Windows Author Share Posted January 27, 2013 You're preaching to the choir Dean. I gave up preaching! Lol! Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options... Awards
HarryWeezer Posted January 27, 2013 Member ID: 20166 Group: *** Clan Members Followers: 40 Topic Count: 611 Topics Per Day: 0.16 Content Count: 7654 Content Per Day: 1.96 Reputation: 7229 Achievement Points: 53674 Solved Content: 0 Days Won: 36 Joined: 10/04/13 Status: Offline Last Seen: May 25 Birthday: 10/16/1946 Device: Windows Share Posted January 27, 2013 ...You know the real peasure is when I get up each day and prepare to take my daily fix is when I finally have it all ready and I know that Harry who I respect has the same addiction with one minor addition. He is hooked on pain. The pain I am speaking about is he loves a cold stainless steel shank shoved into his rectum and take from him the one thing every man wants, his family jewels.// Could I please have some more??? BigPapaDean and baldie 2 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options... Awards
Jojitosan Posted January 28, 2013 Member ID: 5245 Group: **- Inactive Registered Users Followers: 7 Topic Count: 4 Topics Per Day: 0.00 Content Count: 91 Content Per Day: 0.02 Reputation: 21 Achievement Points: 579 Solved Content: 0 Days Won: 0 Joined: 01/21/13 Status: Offline Last Seen: December 8, 2013 Birthday: 06/10/1974 Share Posted January 28, 2013 i was an addict when cod4 modern warfare came out i even got fired from a job because of it but since then i have been able to control it ......... well mostly lol BigPapaDean 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
JohnnyDos Posted January 28, 2013 Member ID: 77 Group: Fallen Members Followers: 111 Topic Count: 1018 Topics Per Day: 0.19 Content Count: 7527 Content Per Day: 1.40 Reputation: 9175 Achievement Points: 69486 Solved Content: 0 Days Won: 47 Joined: 09/02/09 Status: Offline Last Seen: January 8, 2020 Share Posted January 28, 2013 Repeat after me: God grant me the serenity to accept the things I cannot change, the courage to change the things I can, and a big motherfucking knife to teach those who ought to know better than let me slink up to them. Fantastic reply djMot.Made me laugh.BMD great little story and another good chuckle. BigPapaDean and jimboom 2 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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