big big thanks to share my bday with me.
but i must tell you this bday whas " no good one", no party...no friends and no right fun. please let me tell you whats happend :
its now maybe 10 years ago my oldest brother ( ...the dad of Zaubermaus76 ) get ill with sugar and rheuma. during this time oure family seethat his helth is going more bad and bad, sometimes he comes with flu to hospital, but all is going good. the last years he sit in the wheelchair with many hurt in all bodyparts.
around the 20th of january he gets again with flu to hospital and hexe and me stay at 27th there to visit him. at this tima all is not good but also not real bad. last friday 2nd feb hexe call me at phone in my lunchtime break and tells me that my brother have to fight with dead and he would not alive the next time. this shocks me many and i could not work annymore and drive then to hospital.
it whas very hard for me to see this now....he cant speak ...he cant move....get antibiotica and have water in his breath. the biggest shock for me whas that he is in his face just like my dad as he die......it feels just like he rebirth to die once again....
yesterday at my bithday the wife of my brother tells us at phone that the doctors said my brother wouldned alive the next days. it can go fast...it can take a time....but the end is there.
i hope he can die without hurt and pain.
i write this also in the name of zaubermaus76
you all are a part of our family.....thanks for sharing this