Sounds like a "deja vu" for be, but I had 22 years of faithful mileage "under my belt."
I had to spend $7,000 in attorney's fees (Q: What do attorneys and @Unchileno have in common? A: What DON'T they have in common? Lol, JK, Oon-Chillay-No) just to be able to see my kids.
This too, shall pass.
Like @J3st3rXI said, it probably wasn't meant to be, anyway. I'm actually talking to a woman right now who wants to have my next baby, and we're not even "going" together. She told me any baby I make will be good-looking.
(No, it's not who you think it is, @TBB--she is actually here in the same town in which I reside--notice I didn't end with a preposition by not saying "she's here in the same town I'm in?" Hmm? Cleared the grammatical stuff with the likes of @Hoth.)
Bottom line, Blackened Crow, hang in there. As hard as it is now, this is part of God's plan.
Ayaq