PainKiller Posted November 23, 2015 Member ID: 20107 Group: ++ COD2 Admin Followers: 19 Topic Count: 122 Topics Per Day: 0.03 Content Count: 2021 Content Per Day: 0.48 Reputation: 2495 Achievement Points: 16746 Solved Content: 0 Days Won: 14 Joined: 09/21/13 Status: Offline Last Seen: April 13 Birthday: 08/01/1994 Device: Windows Posted November 23, 2015 Hi guys and gals. You may see a little less of me in the next few days. I have what is known as Anxiety Disorder and have done for a few years. In recent months it has taken a massive toll on my life and flipped it on its head. Some times i can deal with it. Sometimes I can't. Recently its more the latter. Im going BACK to my counsellor ASAP and may or may not be given medication. So due to this i may be a little less seen on servers and if I am on I will be quiet. I just need to start getting things back on track. Gimme some time and I will be okay. Mule, NITRO, Spartacus and 2 others 5 Awards
Blaze Posted November 23, 2015 Member ID: 2702 Group: ***- Inactive Clan Members Followers: 9 Topic Count: 105 Topics Per Day: 0.02 Content Count: 1088 Content Per Day: 0.22 Reputation: 965 Achievement Points: 8625 Solved Content: 0 Days Won: 4 Joined: 07/27/11 Status: Offline Last Seen: March 29 Birthday: 11/26/1978 Device: Windows Posted November 23, 2015 Buddy I used to work with suffers with this too. Get yourself seen to as you said and you will get back on track. Plenty of people on here to talk to if you need anything dude so don't be alone. Awards
PainKiller Posted November 24, 2015 Member ID: 20107 Group: ++ COD2 Admin Followers: 19 Topic Count: 122 Topics Per Day: 0.03 Content Count: 2021 Content Per Day: 0.48 Reputation: 2495 Achievement Points: 16746 Solved Content: 0 Days Won: 14 Joined: 09/21/13 Status: Offline Last Seen: April 13 Birthday: 08/01/1994 Device: Windows Author Posted November 24, 2015 Thanks mate. I was on the mend but its started coming back. Did has some tablets i was recommended to take. They helped a tiny bit but i still kept getting all the symptoms. 21 and i have had a really really shite few years Awards
Gatorgirl Posted November 24, 2015 Member ID: 2986 Group: ++++ Senior Admin Followers: 206 Topic Count: 384 Topics Per Day: 0.08 Content Count: 6456 Content Per Day: 1.31 Reputation: 7140 Achievement Points: 50711 Solved Content: 0 Days Won: 21 Joined: 11/13/11 Status: Offline Last Seen: Sunday at 12:32 PM Birthday: 12/19/1967 Device: iPhone Posted November 24, 2015 So sorry to hear this, I hope you get back on track and back on the servers soon! Awards
LaRSin Posted November 24, 2015 Member ID: 45 Group: *** Clan Members Followers: 69 Topic Count: 981 Topics Per Day: 0.17 Content Count: 9421 Content Per Day: 1.65 Reputation: 3730 Achievement Points: 68078 Solved Content: 0 Days Won: 2 Joined: 09/01/09 Status: Offline Last Seen: 4 hours ago Birthday: 02/25/1951 Device: Windows Posted November 24, 2015 Good to you ,hope it all works out. Awards
ViPRZ Posted November 24, 2015 Member ID: 2978 Group: *** Clan Members Followers: 35 Topic Count: 34 Topics Per Day: 0.01 Content Count: 1657 Content Per Day: 0.34 Reputation: 1107 Achievement Points: 26123 Solved Content: 0 Days Won: 1 Joined: 11/11/11 Status: Offline Last Seen: 13 hours ago Birthday: 09/23/1970 Device: Windows Posted November 24, 2015 Hope things work out for you..take care Awards
little_old_man Posted November 24, 2015 Member ID: 1194 Group: ***- Inactive Clan Members Followers: 40 Topic Count: 436 Topics Per Day: 0.08 Content Count: 6692 Content Per Day: 1.21 Reputation: 11691 Achievement Points: 53094 Solved Content: 0 Days Won: 76 Joined: 02/27/10 Status: Offline Last Seen: April 16, 2023 Birthday: 04/15/1960 Posted November 24, 2015 Take care of yourself DW. Get things straightened out we'll all be here when you're ready to return. Awards
hxtr Posted November 24, 2015 Member ID: 220 Group: **- Inactive Registered Users Followers: 147 Topic Count: 595 Topics Per Day: 0.10 Content Count: 16950 Content Per Day: 2.96 Reputation: 13538 Achievement Points: 129714 Solved Content: 0 Days Won: 120 Joined: 09/04/09 Status: Offline Last Seen: October 26, 2023 Birthday: 04/05/1970 Posted November 24, 2015 anxiety is a bitch... does not rule my life anymore. Take care buddy. You got this.
PainKiller Posted November 24, 2015 Member ID: 20107 Group: ++ COD2 Admin Followers: 19 Topic Count: 122 Topics Per Day: 0.03 Content Count: 2021 Content Per Day: 0.48 Reputation: 2495 Achievement Points: 16746 Solved Content: 0 Days Won: 14 Joined: 09/21/13 Status: Offline Last Seen: April 13 Birthday: 08/01/1994 Device: Windows Author Posted November 24, 2015 Thank you, everyone. I have seriously let my life slip right now, at an important time to what with university work piling up. My living and work space is a mess, im a mess too. Just not interested in, well sometimes everything. I may force myself to come on the servers tonight. It may help hxtr 1 Awards
hxtr Posted November 24, 2015 Member ID: 220 Group: **- Inactive Registered Users Followers: 147 Topic Count: 595 Topics Per Day: 0.10 Content Count: 16950 Content Per Day: 2.96 Reputation: 13538 Achievement Points: 129714 Solved Content: 0 Days Won: 120 Joined: 09/04/09 Status: Offline Last Seen: October 26, 2023 Birthday: 04/05/1970 Posted November 24, 2015 Thank you, everyone. I have seriously let my life slip right now, at an important time to what with university work piling up. My living and work space is a mess, im a mess too. Just not interested in, well sometimes everything. I may force myself to come on the servers tonight. It may help It will help. The quicker you get back to normalcy the faster you will heal. Let your family pull you through this. No fun suffering alone.
PainKiller Posted November 24, 2015 Member ID: 20107 Group: ++ COD2 Admin Followers: 19 Topic Count: 122 Topics Per Day: 0.03 Content Count: 2021 Content Per Day: 0.48 Reputation: 2495 Achievement Points: 16746 Solved Content: 0 Days Won: 14 Joined: 09/21/13 Status: Offline Last Seen: April 13 Birthday: 08/01/1994 Device: Windows Author Posted November 24, 2015 Well today was a slight improvement. I forced myself to clean my room and keep as busy as I can. I should be feeling better once i start my christmas break at uni in a couple of weeks. Some time off where i am not constantly worried about my work Awards
PainKiller Posted November 24, 2015 Member ID: 20107 Group: ++ COD2 Admin Followers: 19 Topic Count: 122 Topics Per Day: 0.03 Content Count: 2021 Content Per Day: 0.48 Reputation: 2495 Achievement Points: 16746 Solved Content: 0 Days Won: 14 Joined: 09/21/13 Status: Offline Last Seen: April 13 Birthday: 08/01/1994 Device: Windows Author Posted November 24, 2015 Well today was a slight improvement. I forced myself to clean my room and keep as busy as I can. I should be feeling better once i start my christmas break at uni in a couple of weeks. Some time off where i am not constantly worried about my work Awards
PainKiller Posted December 14, 2015 Member ID: 20107 Group: ++ COD2 Admin Followers: 19 Topic Count: 122 Topics Per Day: 0.03 Content Count: 2021 Content Per Day: 0.48 Reputation: 2495 Achievement Points: 16746 Solved Content: 0 Days Won: 14 Joined: 09/21/13 Status: Offline Last Seen: April 13 Birthday: 08/01/1994 Device: Windows Author Posted December 14, 2015 My apologies for not being active as much in recent weeks. Been a tough few weeks for me; stressful, emotional and a pain in the arse. I will try to be a little more active and may try get on before christmas. Hope everyone is well! hxtr 1 Awards
NITRO Posted December 14, 2015 Member ID: 1095 Group: ***- Inactive Clan Members Followers: 34 Topic Count: 101 Topics Per Day: 0.02 Content Count: 3639 Content Per Day: 0.65 Reputation: 2460 Achievement Points: 24702 Solved Content: 0 Days Won: 2 Joined: 02/06/10 Status: Offline Last Seen: March 17 Birthday: 03/23/1979 Device: iPhone Posted December 14, 2015 Take care and see you when things are better, take as much time as you need. We are always here for a rant if you need an ear. PainKiller and hxtr 2 Awards
PainKiller Posted December 14, 2015 Member ID: 20107 Group: ++ COD2 Admin Followers: 19 Topic Count: 122 Topics Per Day: 0.03 Content Count: 2021 Content Per Day: 0.48 Reputation: 2495 Achievement Points: 16746 Solved Content: 0 Days Won: 14 Joined: 09/21/13 Status: Offline Last Seen: April 13 Birthday: 08/01/1994 Device: Windows Author Posted December 14, 2015 Thanks, Nitro. I appreciate it hxtr and NITRO 2 Awards
hxtr Posted December 14, 2015 Member ID: 220 Group: **- Inactive Registered Users Followers: 147 Topic Count: 595 Topics Per Day: 0.10 Content Count: 16950 Content Per Day: 2.96 Reputation: 13538 Achievement Points: 129714 Solved Content: 0 Days Won: 120 Joined: 09/04/09 Status: Offline Last Seen: October 26, 2023 Birthday: 04/05/1970 Posted December 14, 2015 Glad you are checking Noddyjr.... come back soon.
LtLaszlo Posted December 14, 2015 Member ID: 151 Group: ++ COD2 Admin Followers: 62 Topic Count: 189 Topics Per Day: 0.03 Content Count: 9238 Content Per Day: 1.62 Reputation: 24520 Achievement Points: 95452 Solved Content: 0 Days Won: 323 Joined: 09/02/09 Status: Offline Last Seen: Tuesday at 01:48 PM Birthday: 05/17/1959 Device: Windows Posted December 14, 2015 Good luck DW! Missing you lately in the TDM servers. Try some medicinal weed?! L!ckALotAPus 1 Awards
PainKiller Posted December 14, 2015 Member ID: 20107 Group: ++ COD2 Admin Followers: 19 Topic Count: 122 Topics Per Day: 0.03 Content Count: 2021 Content Per Day: 0.48 Reputation: 2495 Achievement Points: 16746 Solved Content: 0 Days Won: 14 Joined: 09/21/13 Status: Offline Last Seen: April 13 Birthday: 08/01/1994 Device: Windows Author Posted December 14, 2015 Thanks Hxtr. and Laz, I cant play CoD2 TDM any more because my dad controls my internet access. Only 7.30pm to 11.00pm GMT for me. No one is usually on when i can get online. i will drop into CoD5 DM when i can though Awards
window Posted December 14, 2015 Member ID: 1189 Group: ++ COD2 Admin Followers: 21 Topic Count: 82 Topics Per Day: 0.01 Content Count: 2017 Content Per Day: 0.36 Reputation: 893 Achievement Points: 12900 Solved Content: 0 Days Won: 0 Joined: 02/26/10 Status: Offline Last Seen: 16 hours ago Birthday: 07/20/1966 Device: Windows Posted December 14, 2015 Most important thing is to take care of yourself. Plenty of peeps here to talk to if needed. Take the time you need and come back when your ready. I understand what your going thru. Window>XI< Awards
bds1961 Posted December 14, 2015 Member ID: 1213 Group: *** Clan Members Followers: 19 Topic Count: 174 Topics Per Day: 0.03 Content Count: 5370 Content Per Day: 0.97 Reputation: 14015 Achievement Points: 47514 Solved Content: 0 Days Won: 175 Joined: 03/04/10 Status: Offline Last Seen: 2 hours ago Birthday: 10/11/1961 Device: iPad Posted December 14, 2015 I hope you have a speedy recovery. I understand anxiety and have dealt with it and depression since I lost a lot of mobility and the pain that I went through with my knee replacement. Getting back out there and not closing your self in is the best thing you can do. In privacy by ourselves we can become our own worst enemy, we are not meant to be alone in suffering. You have a huge group of friends here that care about you and I am sure open to talking if you just need some one to bounce things off of. I hope to see you back in play soon, and if it helps I might let you bash me Awards
Morris Posted December 14, 2015 Member ID: 1942 Group: +++ COD5 Head Admin Followers: 21 Topic Count: 144 Topics Per Day: 0.03 Content Count: 1437 Content Per Day: 0.27 Reputation: 910 Achievement Points: 10945 Solved Content: 0 Days Won: 1 Joined: 10/31/10 Status: Offline Last Seen: Friday at 06:35 PM Birthday: 09/21/1965 Device: Windows Posted December 14, 2015 (edited) Thanks Hxtr. and Laz, I cant play CoD2 TDM any more because my dad controls my internet access. Only 7.30pm to 11.00pm GMT for me. No one is usually on when i can get online. i will drop into CoD5 DM when i can though You are always welcome here on COD 5 my friend, I have a 25 year old son who suffers terribly with Anxiety, he has been on medication for about 3 years and it is an uphill battle. He has got to the stage where he hates going out and will not talk directly with people. His only outlet is his PC, where he plays and holds conversations all the time. I haven't the heart to restrict the internet as its his only outlet. I know how you are feeling and can only ask that you stay strong and remain positive, You WILL get through this........I promise See you in the server Edited December 14, 2015 by Morris Awards
E-raser Posted December 14, 2015 Member ID: 23622 Group: ++ COD5 Admin Followers: 26 Topic Count: 54 Topics Per Day: 0.02 Content Count: 583 Content Per Day: 0.17 Reputation: 493 Achievement Points: 5995 Solved Content: 0 Days Won: 2 Joined: 11/25/15 Status: Offline Last Seen: 3 hours ago Birthday: 01/01/1954 Device: Windows Posted December 14, 2015 Hello Deathwave, don't think I've played with you on the servers , but from a complete stranger, I wish you the best. Hang in there. Hope to see you in cod5 freeze tag sometime. Cheers... Awards
PainKiller Posted December 14, 2015 Member ID: 20107 Group: ++ COD2 Admin Followers: 19 Topic Count: 122 Topics Per Day: 0.03 Content Count: 2021 Content Per Day: 0.48 Reputation: 2495 Achievement Points: 16746 Solved Content: 0 Days Won: 14 Joined: 09/21/13 Status: Offline Last Seen: April 13 Birthday: 08/01/1994 Device: Windows Author Posted December 14, 2015 Thank you everyone. I may join in on CoD5 tonight for a bit then hop to CoD2 to finish off. Need to let off some steam Awards
PainKiller Posted December 14, 2015 Member ID: 20107 Group: ++ COD2 Admin Followers: 19 Topic Count: 122 Topics Per Day: 0.03 Content Count: 2021 Content Per Day: 0.48 Reputation: 2495 Achievement Points: 16746 Solved Content: 0 Days Won: 14 Joined: 09/21/13 Status: Offline Last Seen: April 13 Birthday: 08/01/1994 Device: Windows Author Posted December 14, 2015 The internet feels like the only outlet for me and my dad has restricted it almost completely. Down to 3 1/2 a day Awards
Mustang1 Posted December 16, 2015 Member ID: 3101 Group: **- Inactive Registered Users Followers: 0 Topic Count: 1 Topics Per Day: 0.00 Content Count: 15 Content Per Day: 0.00 Reputation: 2 Achievement Points: 87 Solved Content: 0 Days Won: 0 Joined: 01/02/12 Status: Offline Last Seen: February 5, 2016 Birthday: 09/09/1966 Posted December 16, 2015 Get well soon...... We are here for you anytime
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