AyeAyeRon Posted May 22, 2016 Member ID: 1371 Group: ***- Inactive Clan Members Followers: 18 Topic Count: 348 Topics Per Day: 0.06 Content Count: 1906 Content Per Day: 0.35 Reputation: 585 Achievement Points: 14042 Solved Content: 0 Days Won: 1 Joined: 04/26/10 Status: Offline Last Seen: December 2, 2018 Birthday: 03/01/1990 Posted May 22, 2016 Im sorry i dont mean to bring anyone down by my sap story but i have to vent it somewhere i guess. Im here in kansas city visting my grandpa and he got to meet his great grand son for the first time and honestly a smi,e hasnt left his face all week. But his wife pulled me aside one day and told me that hes acting strong but they dont think he has much left on this road. I dropped to my knees and bawled my eyes out for almost an hour. This man gave me so much hes the strongest man ive ever known and yet he struggles with getting out of his chair. Hes sick and cant breathe and hardly stand. It just fucking sucks my son wont grow to know this hero of a man. He raised me, he taught me how to be a gentleman and how to whoop ass and to al2ays d3fend those who cant. Hes the reason i love traveling because he took me coast to coast as a kid. I just cant fwthom losing him...... it pains me to see him struggling and yet to damn prideful to show it. Fuck man hes suffering so much he doesnt deserve this pain. Im sorry im just fucked and csnt sleep. I leave for home tomorrow morning and it truly scares me that this could be the last time he sees me..... and im losing it as i type this and thinking about it.... im sorry i just needed to say soomething i dont care for pity parties i just need to say it somewhere i guess. Awards
hxtr Posted May 22, 2016 Member ID: 220 Group: **- Inactive Registered Users Followers: 147 Topic Count: 595 Topics Per Day: 0.10 Content Count: 16950 Content Per Day: 2.96 Reputation: 13538 Achievement Points: 129714 Solved Content: 0 Days Won: 120 Joined: 09/04/09 Status: Offline Last Seen: October 26, 2023 Birthday: 04/05/1970 Posted May 22, 2016 Good...................... he fuckind dyes happy. Stop being selfish. You gave him joy. Learn to give and stop expecting to receive. Just saying. Love you bro. That is a given.
AyeAyeRon Posted May 22, 2016 Member ID: 1371 Group: ***- Inactive Clan Members Followers: 18 Topic Count: 348 Topics Per Day: 0.06 Content Count: 1906 Content Per Day: 0.35 Reputation: 585 Achievement Points: 14042 Solved Content: 0 Days Won: 1 Joined: 04/26/10 Status: Offline Last Seen: December 2, 2018 Birthday: 03/01/1990 Author Posted May 22, 2016 Yeah true lol i just want him to be around long enough to watch my son grow up Awards
JohnnyNashville Posted May 22, 2016 Member ID: 25938 Group: ***- Inactive Clan Members Followers: 21 Topic Count: 346 Topics Per Day: 0.12 Content Count: 1496 Content Per Day: 0.51 Reputation: 290 Achievement Points: 13343 Solved Content: 0 Days Won: 0 Joined: 05/17/17 Status: Offline Last Seen: September 8, 2024 Birthday: 08/08/1961 Device: Windows Posted May 22, 2016 When he passes he will be watching over you and your son...and one day you and your father and son will be together forever... nj HellTiger , hxtr and TBB 3
deerejon Posted May 22, 2016 Member ID: 842 Group: *** Clan Members Followers: 62 Topic Count: 278 Topics Per Day: 0.05 Content Count: 3715 Content Per Day: 0.66 Reputation: 3153 Achievement Points: 28472 Solved Content: 0 Days Won: 4 Joined: 12/06/09 Status: Offline Last Seen: Wednesday at 07:57 PM Birthday: 05/04/1965 Device: Windows Posted May 22, 2016 Real sorry for your pain... And hxtrs right, you and your son have given him joy. Awards
Labob Posted May 22, 2016 Member ID: 42 Group: *** Clan Members Followers: 50 Topic Count: 338 Topics Per Day: 0.06 Content Count: 8389 Content Per Day: 1.46 Reputation: 6126 Achievement Points: 54468 Solved Content: 0 Days Won: 13 Joined: 09/01/09 Status: Offline Last Seen: April 22 Birthday: 01/30/1959 Device: Windows Posted May 22, 2016 Well we can't have everything I have spent alot of time worry about not being there for my grand kids when I should be trying to find way of doing more when I do get the time. He knows that so make sure when you get time its the best time and don't worry about the time ya can't have life if funny that way eh Awards
Cpt.TennealXI Posted May 22, 2016 Member ID: 24 Group: *** Clan Members Followers: 42 Topic Count: 66 Topics Per Day: 0.01 Content Count: 1753 Content Per Day: 0.31 Reputation: 640 Achievement Points: 12252 Solved Content: 0 Days Won: 1 Joined: 09/01/09 Status: Offline Last Seen: April 20 Birthday: 12/30/1967 Device: Windows Posted May 22, 2016 Unfortunately most of us are getting to the point where life stops giving us things,and starts taking them away... relish the good times, and make sure nothing is left unsaid. Wild Fire, hxtr and Blackbart 3 Awards
hxtr Posted May 22, 2016 Member ID: 220 Group: **- Inactive Registered Users Followers: 147 Topic Count: 595 Topics Per Day: 0.10 Content Count: 16950 Content Per Day: 2.96 Reputation: 13538 Achievement Points: 129714 Solved Content: 0 Days Won: 120 Joined: 09/04/09 Status: Offline Last Seen: October 26, 2023 Birthday: 04/05/1970 Posted May 22, 2016 Unfortunately most of us are getting to the point where life stops giving us things,and starts taking them away... relish the good times, and make sure nothing is left unsaid. damn that made me shed a tear. "and make sure nothing is left unsaid" Damage_inc- and Cpt.TennealXI 2
AyeAyeRon Posted May 22, 2016 Member ID: 1371 Group: ***- Inactive Clan Members Followers: 18 Topic Count: 348 Topics Per Day: 0.06 Content Count: 1906 Content Per Day: 0.35 Reputation: 585 Achievement Points: 14042 Solved Content: 0 Days Won: 1 Joined: 04/26/10 Status: Offline Last Seen: December 2, 2018 Birthday: 03/01/1990 Author Posted May 22, 2016 Thanks guys. I appreciate it. Its j ust hard to let go i guess. Awards
DEEJAYKEG Posted May 22, 2016 Member ID: 1238 Group: ***- Inactive Clan Members Followers: 35 Topic Count: 1207 Topics Per Day: 0.22 Content Count: 6083 Content Per Day: 1.10 Reputation: 4985 Achievement Points: 50728 Solved Content: 0 Days Won: 11 Joined: 03/12/10 Status: Offline Last Seen: April 11, 2024 Posted May 22, 2016 Celebrate the joy you have shared and, whenever the time comes, may those memories assuage the grief you will have to endure. I knew neither of my grandfathers who died in 1939 and the 1950s and, now a grandfather myself, am prevented from being a part of my grandchild's life in any way. You've been lucky and so has he. Be strong for your family. Cpt.TennealXI 1 Awards
Hunter1948 Posted May 22, 2016 Member ID: 1850 Group: ***- Inactive Clan Members Followers: 98 Topic Count: 328 Topics Per Day: 0.06 Content Count: 8620 Content Per Day: 1.61 Reputation: 4222 Achievement Points: 55994 Solved Content: 0 Days Won: 5 Joined: 09/29/10 Status: Offline Last Seen: November 29, 2023 Birthday: 06/19/1948 Posted May 22, 2016 Know this the values your Grandfather instilled in you. Now you can now pass on to your son and teach him how you learned them. 1lost1 1 Awards
Magnus_1 Posted May 25, 2016 Member ID: 1410 Group: *** Clan Members Followers: 43 Topic Count: 25 Topics Per Day: 0.00 Content Count: 525 Content Per Day: 0.10 Reputation: 476 Achievement Points: 3640 Solved Content: 0 Days Won: 1 Joined: 05/12/10 Status: Offline Last Seen: Friday at 01:20 PM Birthday: 05/08/1953 Device: Windows Posted May 25, 2016 (edited) Always remember that " Honor thy mother and father" means to never do anything to disgrace or bring shame to your family. I know you will instill the same values into your son that your Grandfather instilled in you, thus making him happy. And that way your grandfather will live on. That's all a parent can hope for. Peace, man. Edited May 25, 2016 by Magnus Awards
HarryWeezer Posted May 25, 2016 Member ID: 20166 Group: *** Clan Members Followers: 40 Topic Count: 611 Topics Per Day: 0.14 Content Count: 7655 Content Per Day: 1.81 Reputation: 7232 Achievement Points: 53682 Solved Content: 0 Days Won: 36 Joined: 10/04/13 Status: Offline Last Seen: 4 hours ago Birthday: 10/16/1946 Device: Windows Posted May 25, 2016 You're not losing him. He's passing from this earth but he's still there in your mind and always will be, and you can still talk to him in thought. And when he leaves, don't be sad; celebrate the time you were given with him. But do get some video of him talking about his life and everyday things that give insight into his character before he gets any worse. And let your son see that when he's older. Awards
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