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@@AstarRN--thank you girl.  I believe ya too, you always hit me up on xfire and ask how I am. I appreciate it so much.  You and giggles have both been good at keeping in touch.  

 

Thx all!!

 

 

 

Well in all this tragedy going on, I finally have some great news....My niece delivered a healthy baby boy today as all this was going on!  Thank God this one came out all right and healthy as can be.  His big sister is the one who was a complete and still is a walking miracle.  I will post pics soon.

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Angel, with all the prayers coming your way, be encouraged that it is in the hands of God. And God never fails us.. Prayers be with you. God is the almighty healer higher than any physician so hold strong and dont give up hope and have faith. A couple passages that may help. For faith, Hebrew 22, Let us draw near to God with a sincere heart and with full assurance that faith brings. For healing Hebrew 36, You need to persevere so that when you have done the will of God, you will receive what he has promised.

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keep your head up girl, remember the poem foot prints? welp there you go!

 

cheering and rooting section over here ;) stay positive, we're here for ya.

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Thx guys!!  I am trying but seriously, my faith is slowly going down....

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If i believed in gods you would be in my prayers though you have my compassion and support.

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So they told us this morning that his heart muscle is weaker but he is breathing better.  We are still awaiting word on whats to happen next, just please pray.  Its too long to explain but my daddy cant have stints or stuff done to his heart so we NEED those prayers please!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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Please don't ever give up Angel....

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Just hold in there, know that everyone's thoughts and prayers here are with you. My girlfriend and I will take some extra time aside tonight to say a prayer for your family and send you guys all the positive energy we can. Hopefully these dark days are soon to pass.

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argh... cant find out to post links from youtube.. All i would say and sent you: is robbie williams Angels from me to you

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I made another post called Hallelujah....it will explain my now happiness and we finally saw a bright day yesterday..a freakin miracle happened before me.   Thank you for the thoughts and continued prayers.  We still need them, thx!

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Don't you ever give do not even think about it you are one of the strongest people I know with all the shit you have been through in the last year or so no wonder you feel like that. My Angel the one I know and love is not a quitter . I know it's hard what you have been going I am not going to tell you it's going to be Ok tomorrow. Back in 1993 I lost both of my parents back to back within 6 months of each other and I still miss them everyday.Angel you are the anchor for your family so if you need support remember you can always lean on me and I will walk beside you my Darlin Angel.

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You don't know me but I want to share something with you. This comes from my devotional and i think it is appropriate.

" You are MINE for all time; nothing can separate you from MY love. Since I have invested MY very life in you, be well assured that I will also take care of you. When your mind goes into neutral and your thoughts flow freely, you tend to feel anxious and alone. Your focus becomes problem solving. To get your mind back into gear, just turn toward ME, bringing yourself and your problems into MY PRESENCE. Many problems vanish instantly in the LIGHT of MY LOVE, because you realize you are never alone. Other problems may remain, but they become secondary to knowing ME and rejoicing in the relationship I freely offer you. Each moment you can chose to practice MY PRESENCE or practice the presence of problems."  

It took me a while to acknowledge this and to LET GO AND LET GOD. There are things we do not understand but even the bad things we do, HE turns it into a good outcome. Nothing is wasted when we walk close to HIM. Also, when it is time..it is time... We need to trust GOD. Not sure if you really have talked to HIM. It is a free gift you know. It is an open invitation... Hope you do not take this negatively. I have been there too but now GOD has shown me the big picture. You are in my prayers.

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Just wanted to check in and see how things were going and I saw you posted that you had some good news. Really glad to hear it, I'll keep the positive vibes coming!

 

It's so inspirational to see the amount of support from complete strangers on here... use that energy and keep reminding yourself that you're not in this alone! Your family has so much support whether you all know it or not.

 

Keep on fighting!

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Thx everyone and that was very nice Juju.  My family has had so much lately but finally yesterday, we got a miracle out of it.  They gave my daddy a 20% he would pull through this surgery and by the Grace of God, he took that 20% and came to us.  Hes resting today and hopefully by mid-week, he will be coming back home.

 

Oh noears, u may not wanna be by me, given the chance..I think I could spend a whole week just crying everything out.  But we are on the upside now, I hope atleast.

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Angel You and yours are in my prayers.  Be strong, they need you more than ever right now. . AND  WE GOT YOUR BACK..PRAYING FOR YOU..

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"Do not be anxious about anything, but in everything, by prayer and petition, with thanksgiving, present your requests to God. And the peace of God, which transcends all understanding, will guard your hearts and your minds in Christ Jesus". Philippians 4:6-7

 

Angel, you and your family are in my prayers.

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Thank you all lots.  Dad is now in a private room and resting peacefully.  I couldnt be happier, just wanting to get some good news on my brother now, who is still fighting very hard as well.

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Angel, it does sound like you have a lot of tragic events happening at once, but you are strong. There is a point where you are going to look back and say, "yep, got through that".

Know that everyone in XI and the non-XI regular players are all sending strength and good thoughts your way, myself included. It may be a good time to talk to a therapist to help you cope with all these troubles.

We miss you and hope all works out in the end.

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thx janey

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hang in there angel, it looks like things are turning around. my thoughts are with you guys.

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Thx stonecld!

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When at the end of your rope just let go of the rope! God will catch you. Have faith. Don't live in fear.

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thoughts r with u angle

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