AyeAyeRon Posted June 10, 2013 Member ID: 1371 Group: ***- Inactive Clan Members Followers: 18 Topic Count: 348 Topics Per Day: 0.07 Content Count: 1906 Content Per Day: 0.37 Reputation: 585 Achievement Points: 14042 Solved Content: 0 Days Won: 1 Joined: 04/26/10 Status: Offline Last Seen: December 2, 2018 Birthday: 03/01/1990 Share Posted June 10, 2013 (edited) I cam home from work to find dog passed over night before i got home from work , and i could barely stand. I laid by her and cried my eyes out all day today. Just a terrible terrible day for me right now. But i also thank dukoo, exkamizae,google and everyone else that helped me smile and feel a little better in game. The reality of losing my best friend of 10 years is heart breaking and i feel the weight sitting in my chest for i miss her very much and it hurts knowing the next time i walk thru the door she wont be there licking me, wagging her tail and over joyus to see me.She wasnt just a pet to me, she was family, she was my best friend. She was the one who listened when no one else cared, never judged me and was the only one who ever stuck by my side and witnessed the bad things that happened to me when i was a kid. She cuddled with me and my mom when a bad ice storm hit and we were out of power for 3 days to keep us warm. She was my guardian and one of the best things to happen to me. I chose her at an adoption pen at petsmart. She was the only dog that wasnt playful and had no kids around her. I immediately looked in her eyes and saw that she was exactly like me. no one liked her, no one wanted to play with her so i took her by the leash and we were inseparable since than. 10 years went by so quickly and i asked god to give me some more time, but i guess he didnt want me to watch her die. i miss her....i remember saying for years that i wouldnt know what id do when she leaves this world, and now that the day is here im lost. No one can comfort me and i feel in a fog. I might not be in the server for a few days.....in plain im devastated. Im sorry all if im not my usual happy go lucky self but we all cant always win. and i just lost...BIG TIME. Thank you all in XI who helped me smile a little bit today PrPleKusH>XI< Edited June 10, 2013 by PrPleKusH BigPapaDean and Dark Asylumn 2 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options... Awards
AyeAyeRon Posted June 10, 2013 Member ID: 1371 Group: ***- Inactive Clan Members Followers: 18 Topic Count: 348 Topics Per Day: 0.07 Content Count: 1906 Content Per Day: 0.37 Reputation: 585 Achievement Points: 14042 Solved Content: 0 Days Won: 1 Joined: 04/26/10 Status: Offline Last Seen: December 2, 2018 Birthday: 03/01/1990 Author Share Posted June 10, 2013 Xalandra, billyblade, Angel and 4 others 7 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options... Awards
little_old_man Posted June 10, 2013 Member ID: 1194 Group: ***- Inactive Clan Members Followers: 40 Topic Count: 436 Topics Per Day: 0.08 Content Count: 6692 Content Per Day: 1.28 Reputation: 11691 Achievement Points: 53094 Solved Content: 0 Days Won: 76 Joined: 02/27/10 Status: Offline Last Seen: April 16, 2023 Birthday: 04/15/1960 Share Posted June 10, 2013 Sorry for your loss Kush. Losing a member of the family is never easy. Gatorgirl and ANGU5 2 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options... Awards
Kamo7s Posted June 10, 2013 Member ID: 3132 Group: *** Clan Members Followers: 20 Topic Count: 29 Topics Per Day: 0.01 Content Count: 323 Content Per Day: 0.07 Reputation: 459 Achievement Points: 3170 Solved Content: 0 Days Won: 1 Joined: 01/14/12 Status: Offline Last Seen: Tuesday at 04:49 PM Birthday: 04/23/1971 Device: Windows Share Posted June 10, 2013 So sorry to hear this, Aaron! I kind of know what you're going through. The difference is, we had to have my buddy of 10 years put to sleep because he was in so much pain. No a day goes by that I don't miss Bear. I kept his tags and his collar, they now reside on my keychain and my camera bag respectively. He goes everywhere with me. I know when that time comes for the dogs we have now, I will do the same, whether I'm living here or not. I will make sure I have something with me always to remember them. Janey, Gatorgirl and BigPapaDean 3 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options... Awards
Janey Posted June 10, 2013 Member ID: 434 Group: *** Clan Members Followers: 58 Topic Count: 272 Topics Per Day: 0.05 Content Count: 1289 Content Per Day: 0.24 Reputation: 1448 Achievement Points: 12930 Solved Content: 0 Days Won: 5 Joined: 09/17/09 Status: Offline Last Seen: May 8 Device: Windows Share Posted June 10, 2013 oh Kush, I am so very sorry for your loss. Losing a pet is losing a family member and it's just as hard. Don't dwell on the "what if"s or the "won't be"s... instead celebrate the time you had together. I'm sure your beloved friend wouldn't want you to be so sad, although mourning is a normal part of the grieving process. Try gathering up all the photos of you and your dog when you were having fun or just chilling and make a photo album in her honor. Again, I'm so sorry. My cat is almost 11 and when he goes I don't know what I'll do. Gatorgirl and BigPapaDean 2 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options... Awards
FunStick Posted June 10, 2013 Member ID: 1100 Group: *** Clan Members Followers: 164 Topic Count: 165 Topics Per Day: 0.03 Content Count: 1038 Content Per Day: 0.20 Reputation: 622 Achievement Points: 9273 Solved Content: 0 Days Won: 2 Joined: 02/07/10 Status: Offline Last Seen: May 3 Birthday: 11/30/1980 Device: Android Share Posted June 10, 2013 My dear brother, I am very sorry for your loss. I can relate when you loose a best friend like that. My deepest condolences on your loss, however, there is something I want you to see. She is in a far better place now, and.. she will always be there for you. And we all are here for you bro. <3 BigPapaDean, Janey and Gatorgirl 3 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options... Awards
Xalandra Posted June 10, 2013 Member ID: 458 Group: *** Clan Members Followers: 127 Topic Count: 11 Topics Per Day: 0.00 Content Count: 825 Content Per Day: 0.15 Reputation: 346 Achievement Points: 7976 Solved Content: 0 Days Won: 0 Joined: 09/20/09 Status: Offline Last Seen: May 10 Birthday: 04/20/1989 Device: Windows Share Posted June 10, 2013 I'm sorry for your loss. Janey, Gatorgirl and BigPapaDean 3 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options... Awards
Vincent Posted June 10, 2013 Member ID: 2025 Group: *** Clan Members Followers: 6 Topic Count: 13 Topics Per Day: 0.00 Content Count: 294 Content Per Day: 0.06 Reputation: 127 Achievement Points: 1746 Solved Content: 0 Days Won: 0 Joined: 12/08/10 Status: Offline Last Seen: May 7 Birthday: 08/05/1959 Device: Android Share Posted June 10, 2013 Sorry to hear that Kush. Right click this to open. Janey and Gatorgirl 2 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options... Awards
Bogleg Posted June 10, 2013 Member ID: 907 Group: ***- Inactive Clan Members Followers: 96 Topic Count: 126 Topics Per Day: 0.02 Content Count: 2731 Content Per Day: 0.52 Reputation: 3928 Achievement Points: 26177 Solved Content: 0 Days Won: 13 Joined: 12/20/09 Status: Offline Last Seen: March 19 Birthday: 02/10/1969 Device: Windows Share Posted June 10, 2013 Ahh Kush, so sorry to hear this. I know this pain all too well. Had to put my first pup down last year - was one of the saddest days of my life. I still occasionally break down over it, but the pain does diminish over time. Thank god for smart phones cuz I have about a billion pics of him to remember him. They have short lives, but they are designed that way: "Being a veterinarian, I had been called to examine a ten-year-old Irish wolfhound named Belker. The dog’s owners, Ron, his wife, Lisa, and their little boy, Shane, were all very attached to Belker, and they were hoping for a miracle. "I examined Belker and found he was dying of cancer. I told the family we couldn’t do anything for Belker, and offered to perform the euthanasia procedure for the old dog in their home. "As we made arrangements, Ron and Lisa told me they thought it would be good for six-year-old Shane to observe the procedure. They felt as though Shane might learn something from the experience. "The next day, I felt the familiar catch in my throat as Belker’s family surrounded him. Shane seemed so calm, petting the old dog for the last time, that I wondered if he understood what was going on. Within a few minutes, Belker slipped peacefully away. "The little boy seemed to accept Belker’s transition without any difficulty or confusion. We sat together for a while after Belker’s death, wondering aloud about the sad fact that animal lives are shorter than human lives. "Shane, who had been listening quietly, piped up, “I know why.” "Startled, we all turned to him. What came out of his mouth next stunned me. I’d never heard a more comforting explanation. He said, “People are born so that they can learn how to live a good life – likeloving everybody all the time and being nice, right?” "The six-year-old continued, “Well, dogs already know how to do that, so they don’t have to stay as long.”" Unchileno, BigPapaDean, PingLo and 4 others 7 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options... Awards
JACKO:) Posted June 10, 2013 Member ID: 4474 Group: **- Inactive Registered Users Followers: 25 Topic Count: 162 Topics Per Day: 0.04 Content Count: 1065 Content Per Day: 0.25 Reputation: 374 Achievement Points: 7622 Solved Content: 0 Days Won: 0 Joined: 12/24/12 Status: Offline Last Seen: February 3, 2014 Birthday: 09/30/1975 Share Posted June 10, 2013 Sorry for your loss Kush Gatorgirl 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
TBB Posted June 10, 2013 Member ID: 989 Group: *** Clan Members Followers: 25 Topic Count: 271 Topics Per Day: 0.05 Content Count: 18274 Content Per Day: 3.47 Reputation: 20337 Achievement Points: 133905 Solved Content: 0 Days Won: 273 Joined: 01/07/10 Status: Offline Last Seen: 2 hours ago Birthday: 01/27/1946 Device: Windows Share Posted June 10, 2013 Sorry for your loss - been there - time will help you heal BigPapaDean and Gatorgirl 2 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options... Awards
Angel Posted June 10, 2013 Member ID: 46 Group: **- Inactive Registered Users Followers: 104 Topic Count: 132 Topics Per Day: 0.02 Content Count: 4316 Content Per Day: 0.80 Reputation: 2955 Achievement Points: 34774 Solved Content: 0 Days Won: 11 Joined: 09/01/09 Status: Offline Last Seen: September 18, 2021 Share Posted June 10, 2013 So sorry for your loss. I know mine are just like my kids. I lost my baby of 13 yrs a year ago and I still cry to this day over here. I miss her. Gatorgirl and BigPapaDean 2 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
LtLaszlo Posted June 10, 2013 Member ID: 151 Group: ++ COD2 Admin Followers: 62 Topic Count: 186 Topics Per Day: 0.03 Content Count: 9156 Content Per Day: 1.70 Reputation: 24335 Achievement Points: 94322 Solved Content: 0 Days Won: 316 Joined: 09/02/09 Status: Offline Last Seen: Monday at 01:34 PM Birthday: 05/17/1959 Device: Windows Share Posted June 10, 2013 Sorry for your loss Kush. I dread the day also. They don't call dogs "Mans best friend" for nothing. It sickens me to see how some people treat their pets, like shows on Animal Planet. Gatorgirl and BigPapaDean 2 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options... Awards
Merlin007 Posted June 10, 2013 Member ID: 2068 Group: +++ COD5 Head Admin Followers: 69 Topic Count: 1077 Topics Per Day: 0.22 Content Count: 8455 Content Per Day: 1.72 Reputation: 7343 Achievement Points: 75145 Solved Content: 0 Days Won: 64 Joined: 12/25/10 Status: Offline Last Seen: Friday at 06:41 PM Birthday: 05/23/1973 Device: Windows Share Posted June 10, 2013 Sorry for your loss Kush. I understand how you feel. It's been two years now since my wife and I lost our little 6 year old bulldog and we still think of her. The heartache goes with time but your great memories will last forever. BigPapaDean and Gatorgirl 2 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options... Awards
Gatorgirl Posted June 10, 2013 Member ID: 2986 Group: ++++ Senior Admin Followers: 206 Topic Count: 384 Topics Per Day: 0.08 Content Count: 6454 Content Per Day: 1.41 Reputation: 7140 Achievement Points: 50699 Solved Content: 0 Days Won: 21 Joined: 11/13/11 Status: Offline Last Seen: May 13 Birthday: 12/19/1967 Device: iPhone Share Posted June 10, 2013 Awww Kushy I feel so badly for you. I had to put down my first "baby" a few years back. He was 21 years old, feline in variety. Things get better, but you never forget. It may be that this happened at this moment because there is another pup out there that needs rescuing by you Sending hugs your way!!!!! Leadfinger, kswift420, BigPapaDean and 1 other 4 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options... Awards
kswift420 Posted June 10, 2013 Member ID: 1071 Group: **- Inactive Registered Users Followers: 22 Topic Count: 30 Topics Per Day: 0.01 Content Count: 879 Content Per Day: 0.17 Reputation: 261 Achievement Points: 5414 Solved Content: 0 Days Won: 0 Joined: 01/31/10 Status: Offline Last Seen: June 5, 2017 Birthday: 12/29/1974 Share Posted June 10, 2013 DAMN BRO got me all choked up! sorry for ya loss were all here for ya!!!!!! BigPapaDean 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Leadfinger Posted June 10, 2013 Member ID: 4888 Group: ***- Inactive Clan Members Followers: 56 Topic Count: 69 Topics Per Day: 0.02 Content Count: 2020 Content Per Day: 0.49 Reputation: 3795 Achievement Points: 26312 Solved Content: 0 Days Won: 3 Joined: 01/12/13 Status: Offline Last Seen: July 29, 2023 Birthday: 08/29/1962 Device: Windows Share Posted June 10, 2013 Sorry. I know Sorry just don't cut it . . . . . . .it hurts so fuking bad. Nothing will replace her and you will never forget. Something that helped me was to go to an animal shelter when you think you can handle it and let some puppies lick you and crawl all over you. It made me feel much better because I ended up taking home a rescued pup and I felt good that I could give the little ball of puppy breath a home . . . a really good home. Hang in there BigPapaDean, Bogleg and Gatorgirl 3 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options... Awards
hxtr Posted June 10, 2013 Member ID: 220 Group: **- Inactive Registered Users Followers: 147 Topic Count: 595 Topics Per Day: 0.11 Content Count: 16950 Content Per Day: 3.15 Reputation: 13538 Achievement Points: 129714 Solved Content: 0 Days Won: 120 Joined: 09/04/09 Status: Offline Last Seen: October 26, 2023 Birthday: 04/05/1970 Device: Windows Share Posted June 10, 2013 felt you pain just recent...... very hard as I loved my dogs. But no suffering.. One at 25 Dec 12 then the other 5th Jan 13. I now just have funny memories them and the love. sorry for you loss bro.... BigPapaDean 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
hxtr Posted June 10, 2013 Member ID: 220 Group: **- Inactive Registered Users Followers: 147 Topic Count: 595 Topics Per Day: 0.11 Content Count: 16950 Content Per Day: 3.15 Reputation: 13538 Achievement Points: 129714 Solved Content: 0 Days Won: 120 Joined: 09/04/09 Status: Offline Last Seen: October 26, 2023 Birthday: 04/05/1970 Device: Windows Share Posted June 10, 2013 felt you pain just recent...... very hard as I loved my dogs. But no suffering.. One at 25 Dec 12 then the other 5th Jan 13. I now just have funny memories of them and the love. sorry for you loss bro.... Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Mule Posted June 11, 2013 Member ID: 390 Group: ***- Inactive Clan Members Followers: 32 Topic Count: 410 Topics Per Day: 0.08 Content Count: 4251 Content Per Day: 0.79 Reputation: 3050 Achievement Points: 35625 Solved Content: 0 Days Won: 7 Joined: 09/14/09 Status: Offline Last Seen: April 25 Birthday: 05/08/1959 Device: Windows Share Posted June 11, 2013 Sry Kush been there still look at some old videos sometime's of her of 13 yrs! Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options... Awards
Eksteroog Posted June 11, 2013 Member ID: 2159 Group: **- Inactive Registered Users Followers: 46 Topic Count: 33 Topics Per Day: 0.01 Content Count: 255 Content Per Day: 0.05 Reputation: 119 Achievement Points: 1955 Solved Content: 0 Days Won: 0 Joined: 01/23/11 Status: Offline Last Seen: July 14, 2015 Birthday: 07/14/1964 Share Posted June 11, 2013 I'm sorry for your loss , i now what your feelings are bigg hugg from me too you Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
AyeAyeRon Posted June 11, 2013 Member ID: 1371 Group: ***- Inactive Clan Members Followers: 18 Topic Count: 348 Topics Per Day: 0.07 Content Count: 1906 Content Per Day: 0.37 Reputation: 585 Achievement Points: 14042 Solved Content: 0 Days Won: 1 Joined: 04/26/10 Status: Offline Last Seen: December 2, 2018 Birthday: 03/01/1990 Author Share Posted June 11, 2013 Thank you all for your words... it means more than you know. Thanks again Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options... Awards
RIP>XI< Posted June 11, 2013 Member ID: 1684 Group: *** Clan Members Followers: 27 Topic Count: 139 Topics Per Day: 0.03 Content Count: 2142 Content Per Day: 0.42 Reputation: 941 Achievement Points: 13749 Solved Content: 0 Days Won: 3 Joined: 08/12/10 Status: Offline Last Seen: Monday at 02:59 AM Birthday: 11/16/1971 Device: Windows Share Posted June 11, 2013 Sorry for your loss Kush. Losing a member of the family is never easy stay strong body Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options... Awards
mistty82 Posted June 11, 2013 Member ID: 3390 Group: ***- Inactive Clan Members Followers: 58 Topic Count: 16 Topics Per Day: 0.00 Content Count: 166 Content Per Day: 0.04 Reputation: 290 Achievement Points: 1822 Solved Content: 0 Days Won: 0 Joined: 04/19/12 Status: Offline Last Seen: July 22, 2019 Birthday: 05/23/1982 Share Posted June 11, 2013 I send you a big hug! Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options... Awards
NITRO Posted June 11, 2013 Member ID: 1095 Group: *** Clan Members Followers: 34 Topic Count: 101 Topics Per Day: 0.02 Content Count: 3639 Content Per Day: 0.70 Reputation: 2460 Achievement Points: 24702 Solved Content: 0 Days Won: 2 Joined: 02/06/10 Status: Offline Last Seen: May 7 Birthday: 03/23/1979 Device: Android Share Posted June 11, 2013 Aww sorry to hear that bro, she looks good. Never easy, hope it gets better over time. BigPapaDean 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options... Awards
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