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I turned 7. Then I couldn't wait until I turned 14. Then came the ultimate age of 21 that I just had to be. Now 40+ yrs later I wish I was still 21. I was a kid who loved the limelight and any chance I had I took it. I didn't consider the embarrassment to my parents. I just knew I had to be seen. When I grew older I was the life of the party no matter where I was. I hated boring stupid inactive parties. Tho I never drank or did anything like that I was always on a natural high, you might say. I use to see myself at 40-50 and think I will be successful and be set for life. I was very active in my church and when some activity needed something done to kick it off I wouldn't hesitate. I was married at the OLD age of 27 and my social life came to a screeching halt. All the activities I loved on a daily basis such as hunting, fishing and hiking seemed to just vanish out the door. I raised 3 kids with the wife and then when I least expected it my life changed again. On the day of our 28th yr anniversary, she left me and turn gay on me. Not that that is so bad but imagine how I as a man felt. That and a few other things brought me to a place I never in my wildest dreams ever thought I would be. I had a nervous breakdown. One which totally changed my personality to something entirely different from what I knew. Though I also lost all my longterm memory so I really had no standards to measure myself by anyway. This forced me to quit my job of being an office manager of a steel sales center as the stress caused me to have relapses at work. The boss was willing to keep me and have me go to get treatment. I remember thinking I need a total change so I quit. I decided to go to school to get a degree in cyberforensics. The interesting thing about that is I couldn't retain anything I learned. Today I have an 8K educational loan hanging over me that I can't pay. I am now in an Assisted Living facility with no funds left for paying that loan off. I sit here day after day on my pc because the big strong man I was is now a fat flabby handicapped man that can barely walk. My life has changed in so many ways I could have never foreseen that I just shake my head. Yes, it's been a tough journey but I am still among the living and I have 2 grandkids that make my heart go pitter patter. This day is my oldest one's birthday but I won't get to see her as much as I would love too. My purpose for this post is so those of you who knew me before so you can be reacquainted with me again.

Drama I can not tell you how much how long and how funny the drama can be in here. Many moons ago I mad a little gif for it and every once in a while I post it again.

SCOTTISH WEDDING At the Scottish wedding reception the D.J. yelled... "Would all married men please stand next to the one person who has made your life worth living.” The bartender was almost crushed to death. SEX Condoms don’t guarantee safe sex anymore ..... A friend of mine was wearing one when he was shot by the woman’s husband New Book A man goes into Chaptersbookstoreand asks the young lady assistant, "Do you have the new book out for men with short penises?” She replies, "I'm not sure if it's in yet.” "That's the one; I'll take a copy.." Poor Lance Armstrong - I think it is just terrible and disgusting how everyone has treated Lance Armstrong, especially after what he achieved, winning 7 Tour de France races while on drugs. When I was on drugs, I couldn't even find my frig’n bike! Drive By A guy broke into my apartment last week. He didn’t take my TV, just the remote. Now he drives by and changes the channels. Sick Bastard!! Scam Just got scammed out of $25. Bought Tiger Woods DVD entitled "My Favorite 18 Holes”. Turns out it's about golf. Absolute waste of money! Pass this on so others don't get scammed. So True Before sex, you help each other get naked.After sex, you only dress yourself. The Moral of the story: In life, no one helps you once you've been screwed. Pregnant Prostitute Doctor asks pregnant prostitute, "do you know who the father is?” "For god sakes ,if you ate a tin of beans would you know which one made you fart?” EASYJET Paddy calls EASYJET to book a flight. The operator asks, "How many people are flying with you?” Paddy replies "I don't know! It's your bloody plane. "

I joined my first clan in 2001. It was run by an asshole who used to kick,ban peeps who killed him. After we got rid of him everyone got along but I left 2 years later because it was not busy enough. No one was ever on and I got bored. In 2003 I joined my present clan. There was always minimum 100 peeps on teamspeak 24/7. Not as busy as it used to be (because ijits just had to buy the new games that are not clan friendly) but we are still active. Hoping this will change when Hell Let Loose gets released. My idea of a clan/community is the getting to know peeps from all over the world. Getting to talk to them is amazing. Having a website and forums to be able to post anything you want is awesome and another way to get to know peeps. Forums are used to help peeps with any troubles they may have whether it be life, computer, etc. I personally like the joke section of the forums. I read every joke posted. Sometimes I comment and sometimes I use a smiley face. But when your having a not so good day a joke can always make you smile/laugh. I also love the art section. I love doing signatures and desktops. I will never stop making them. There are also going to be those drama moments. Peeps are going to butt heads. Sometimes it makes for a good laugh and it is over. Some will make everyone shake their head. Not everyone is going to get along or even like each other. There is a function on these forums called ignore user. All you have to do is put your mouse cursor over the persons name and click ignore user. Then put a check mark in all the options and click save. Then that person you blocked disappears forever LOL I have only had to use it once on these forums and again today when I noticed a name change LOL Using ignore user keeps the forums civil (drama free).

Very brave of you to post this @BigPapaDean much respect!

So you've stopped reading my stuff eh? bitch You're a star

Yea seems to be a campaign by people who never post slanging off those that do, FU assholes, I notice a few 'regulars' haven't posted for ages, so much for a friendly clan? keep the posts and jokes coming, the majority are behind you. The alternatives as Johnny says are that no one posts and the forum dies, your choice but I feel like a spam now!

Pink, Pinhead and me yesterday close to Zadar. It was wonderful

Bigmeandean..... i know you such a long time and I pay you my respect. I wish you inner peace and do not despair of your life. You have done many important things in your life especially with and for your kids and grandkids. You are still important. Believe in it. I do. Trashy

The good thing about your " online family " is that we are always here to listen...you hang in there buddy!

I hope you dont stop making those designs their pretty cool

You got over 7000 posts man where the fuck is your post whore medal??? LOL I get what you are saying there dude!!! Post a non political picture of the US Pres and some jerk takes offense and it ends up in the politics section. Post a pic of the Canadian PM and us Canadians laugh at it. Some peeps just do not have a sense of humor. Fuck them!!! I finally got to use the block all on that asshole hahahahhahahha

Hey big man don't be sad, you're still there, still going and there is always something to live for, don't dwell on the past, that is gone, make the most of the future, I'm going to, you do the same, lets have a final bit of fun.

If you want to go directly at the song to listen to it; it's at 8:10 minutes. Enjoy that 23 minutes song ! Oh ! And make sure you listen to it with your headset... to not miss anything (if you do listen to it, of course ! lol ) " "PLAY" by Dave Grohl celebrates the rewards and challenges of dedicating one's life to laying and mastering a musical instrument. Part one opens with narrated behind the scenes footage featuring discussions of the love of playing music and the lifelong relationship with an instrument, and detaling the process and challenges of recording and filming this unique performance. "PLAY film then seques to the titular 23-minute, one-man-band instrumental recording on which Grolh plays all seven instruments on the track, all live. "

You frickin' guys crack me up, man. Nice jokes, @JohnnyDos, invariably, nice jokes, bud. You frickin' guys. Ayaq

So true ... lmao

No brother..These fkers know me for years and know what a dick I am.. So ,,I,, ,,I,,

P.s. Can we give @Sonovabich a medal for most people blocking him on a day.. P.s..Another JOKE @JohnnyDos

at your age, you need all the help you get!

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_5GVjkL04Kg Hi guys, for those who don't know me I was a long time XI server player on cod4/5 and eventually became a member. Due to real life stuffz/traveling I ended up losing my tags but I always loved the community (most of you ). This is my first attempt at making a montage using a bunch of clips from a normal WaW server but I plan on making an XI version soon. The edits aren't great but I figured I'd give it a go anyways =).

Glad to see these new laws and penalties coming. They are still not as harsh as they should be though. https://www.narcity.com/news/ontarios-new-distracted-driving-laws-to-take-effect-jan-1-2019?utm_source=facebook&utm_medium=cpc&utm_campaign=jc_1daycampaign

I usually kick ass on the sniper maps we have so it doesn't bother me when I can't bash. I still wish I can get over there and hit a few people though nothing beats the thwack sound when you bash someone

I still love you Dean I miss your knife

Small dick :0

Welcome to da club, @blackcat. What @FRENCHI said, plus 2--one for me and one for my buddy, @TBB. Ayaq

You frickin' kill me, man!!! We need a better emoji for laughing-ones-arse off! We just buried my Captain's uncle today; I'm glad I went (in full suit and tie, of course, payin' respects--he was a cool guy (Lorrie), and he was like an uncle to me, too. I've spent the past 5 days stayin' drunk and stayin' stoned. At my cousin's house--you know, the guy that "cracked" me first, but I had the better crack? Wait, that didn't sound right--I had the better crack? Lol. Lorrie served in the Vietnam conflict (notice I didn't say "war?"), so he was buried with full military honors. When they draped his coffin with our U.S. flag and played "Taps," I shed some more tears. I always cry when I hear "Taps," in deference to those that served our country. I'm going back out fishing. My Captain's not done; I told him I'd be his crew until the frickin' ice flows. He's my buddy, and catch fish or not, we always have fun. We laugh even when we don't catch fish. I should be crying instead, however, because catching no salmon means no greenbacks in Ayaq's wallet. Lol. Again. You killing me, Holmes!!! Ayaq

2nd that lol

Wtf.. Its a fking JOKE brother (Not copy and paste, original ) ... Why so touchy bud..You know how I am... P.s..Lmao..

post away I like jokes and if the all get threaded through here others will come and read them too. Its a good thing

Then write them yourself.Not much else to read.I put them under one post and didn't spam it like all the happy birthdays.I don't tell everyone that I am sick or ask for prayers,do they work anyways?I've been here forever and I still party and play and visit the website daily and also donate every month since I've been in this clan.So if I can't post I might as well stop visiting.

Copy and Paste guy...Lmao..

I just wanted to wish PainKiller birthday wishes! I hope you have a good Day

Real Stupida!

To my very good friend Pat (USMALE), I have enjoyed each and every night we talked about everything from driving trucks to serving in the military. 1 AM - 2AM it made no difference, we both seemed to always be up. You are what is good in life, Pat, and I'm glad I got to tell you that while you were on this side. I will miss you, and especially miss our CB chats. So I know you are now "10-10 and listening-in" my friend, and it's with that thought I attach this song. Until we convoy together buddy, keep your wheels between the ditches short hauler, Landshark loves you brother.

Welcome back buddy!!

Ayaq great news buddy, just learnt theres a new series of life below zero coming out, had to change the bedclothes again, excitement no good at my age. Then I learnt theres a new addition to the cast, say that it's you my friend? us idiots deserve more publicity. It does mention he has 5 children (you kept that quiet?) but understandable knowing the long arctic nights. Can't wait to see your image for real, I picture a steely jaw with two days growth, lean muscular frame and piercing eyes, please don't disappoint and look like the rest of us. Tell us some spoilers now, what animals do you massacre this series? Love you buddy, in a non gay way. Talking about that my experiment on catching up with our ladies skills by wearing a frock is not going well. Perhaps you have to get worse before you get better?, in which case theres hope.As you know I wore it whilst gaming, but there was a little hiccup yesterday when I went on my mobility scooter to the shops, forgetting I had it on. Let me tell you there are some strange people where I live, I had two offers of 'a good time' and a propsal for marriage. Two from weird men and one from a large female? in jeans with a rottweiler, I'd rather have been bitten by the dog. However I must say that the children that mugged me were most polite and left me some bus fare home, I live in a nice area. An unexpected result of this frock has been a desire to bathe regularly, do my nails, comb my beard and talk nonsense incessantly. So today I'll go back to normal as it seems I'll never be a great player like my heroes, already started scratching my bum, will leave sniffing the finger for a week or so. You ain't been fishing you've been filming, haven't you?

Specially for minge face

gotta say tho thats some carnaval atraction you have there . nice wallpaper.