WiZiD Posted August 2, 2010 Member ID: 804 Group: *** Clan Members Followers: 32 Topic Count: 446 Topics Per Day: 0.08 Content Count: 3600 Content Per Day: 0.64 Reputation: 1053 Achievement Points: 24386 Solved Content: 0 Days Won: 4 Joined: 11/28/09 Status: Offline Last Seen: April 26 Birthday: 04/25/1960 Device: Windows Posted August 2, 2010 23 years ago my son Raymond Willie was born at 7:49am. I called him RayRay almost his whole life. Before leaving for the cemetary this morning I got online here and saw in the list of people online that RayRay was online. I got goose bumps. I did not know we had a member with that name as I have been thru the list of members many, many times and never noticed that before. I could not beleve it and went to check and sure enough this is a member. It must have been a sign. Thank you for being there this morning RayRay. As a lot of you may not know my son Raymond committed suiside almost two years ago. It has been a hard road. I thank God that I was able to hug him and tell him I Loved him minutes before his demise. I feel that is was he planed to try to make it easier for me. Alowing me to be the last person to be with him. On his myspace it says his dad was his hero. I miss him so much. So this morning I brought two helium balloons and at 7:49am at the site where he lays to rest I sang him happy birthday and let the balloons go up in the air. May you forever rest in peace my son. Happy Birthday. Awards
Ruggerxi Posted August 2, 2010 Member ID: 6 Group: ++++ Senior Admin Followers: 188 Topic Count: 2830 Topics Per Day: 0.49 Content Count: 12261 Content Per Day: 2.14 Reputation: 13539 Achievement Points: 107534 Solved Content: 0 Days Won: 135 Joined: 09/01/09 Status: Offline Last Seen: Thursday at 03:04 PM Birthday: 08/25/1976 Device: iPhone Posted August 2, 2010 R.I.P Awards
SGTDANKO Posted August 2, 2010 Member ID: 3214 Group: **- Inactive Registered Users Followers: 27 Topic Count: 206 Topics Per Day: 0.04 Content Count: 2362 Content Per Day: 0.49 Reputation: 50 Achievement Points: 14004 Solved Content: 0 Days Won: 0 Joined: 02/21/12 Status: Offline Last Seen: July 4, 2015 Birthday: 06/23/1981 Posted August 2, 2010 wow wizid im srry to hear that may he rest in peace i got goose bumps just reading your post danko
HarryWeezer Posted August 2, 2010 Member ID: 20166 Group: ***- Inactive Clan Members Followers: 40 Topic Count: 611 Topics Per Day: 0.14 Content Count: 7655 Content Per Day: 1.81 Reputation: 7232 Achievement Points: 53682 Solved Content: 0 Days Won: 36 Joined: 10/04/13 Status: Offline Last Seen: March 26 Birthday: 10/16/1946 Device: Windows Posted August 2, 2010 My daughter's 40 and has made four attempts. She's with us now and we're hoping for the best but you get up every morning and wonder. It's a hard road. So sorry WiZiD... Awards
Sun Tzu Posted August 2, 2010 Member ID: 542 Group: **- Inactive Registered Users Followers: 5 Topic Count: 311 Topics Per Day: 0.05 Content Count: 1628 Content Per Day: 0.29 Reputation: 29 Achievement Points: 11299 Solved Content: 0 Days Won: 0 Joined: 09/30/09 Status: Offline Last Seen: December 3, 2014 Birthday: 03/01/1975 Posted August 2, 2010 R.I.P
baldie Posted August 2, 2010 Member ID: 607 Group: *** Clan Members Followers: 76 Topic Count: 246 Topics Per Day: 0.04 Content Count: 3367 Content Per Day: 0.59 Reputation: 2718 Achievement Points: 34252 Solved Content: 0 Days Won: 12 Joined: 10/21/09 Status: Offline Last Seen: Tuesday at 08:25 PM Birthday: 09/16/1966 Device: Windows Posted August 2, 2010 R.I.P Awards
DREAD69 Posted August 2, 2010 Member ID: 628 Group: *** Clan Members Followers: 25 Topic Count: 71 Topics Per Day: 0.01 Content Count: 659 Content Per Day: 0.12 Reputation: 52 Achievement Points: 5300 Solved Content: 0 Days Won: 0 Joined: 10/24/09 Status: Offline Last Seen: April 30 Birthday: 09/19/1986 Device: Android Posted August 2, 2010 Wow wiz.... I have had many I have lost in the last 2 years to suiside drunk driving and all kinds of mess. Sick of Funerals. I am so sorry to read this and it hits hard. I have lost a lot of close friends, 4 in the last few months and I think now how I would deal if it was my brother or someone that close. I am devastated every time. A close friend of my girlfriend and I just killed him self in a car wreck behind her house, He was leaving a wake for another friend that just passed in a motercycle wreck 2 days earlier. You never know till they are gone how much you really will miss them. R.I.P RayRay. Take care wiz. Awards
chavez Posted August 2, 2010 Member ID: 206 Group: *** Clan Members Followers: 11 Topic Count: 43 Topics Per Day: 0.01 Content Count: 705 Content Per Day: 0.12 Reputation: 149 Achievement Points: 4266 Solved Content: 0 Days Won: 0 Joined: 09/03/09 Status: Offline Last Seen: April 27 Birthday: 11/29/1961 Device: Windows Posted August 2, 2010 happy birthday RayRay, r.i.p Awards
gamin-ol>XI< Posted August 2, 2010 Member ID: 304 Group: **- Inactive Registered Users Followers: 2 Topic Count: 6 Topics Per Day: 0.00 Content Count: 63 Content Per Day: 0.01 Reputation: 0 Achievement Points: 379 Solved Content: 0 Days Won: 0 Joined: 09/07/09 Status: Offline Last Seen: Never Birthday: 09/30/1964 Posted August 2, 2010 I am sure that anyone who reads your story will be touched by it. I wish you find peace and happyness! R.I.P. RayRay
BiG CheesE Posted August 2, 2010 Member ID: 589 Group: ***- Inactive Clan Members Followers: 12 Topic Count: 347 Topics Per Day: 0.06 Content Count: 1346 Content Per Day: 0.24 Reputation: 341 Achievement Points: 10798 Solved Content: 0 Days Won: 0 Joined: 10/18/09 Status: Offline Last Seen: March 16 Birthday: 07/04/1979 Device: Android Posted August 2, 2010 R.I.P. RayRay Awards
billyblade Posted August 2, 2010 Member ID: 34 Group: ***- Inactive Clan Members Followers: 47 Topic Count: 182 Topics Per Day: 0.03 Content Count: 2097 Content Per Day: 0.37 Reputation: 1003 Achievement Points: 14880 Solved Content: 0 Days Won: 1 Joined: 09/01/09 Status: Offline Last Seen: April 12, 2018 Birthday: 04/29/1966 Posted August 2, 2010 wizid, you are the man amongst men and for that i salute you. I cant begin to understand how things are for you, but my thoughts and prayers are with you. Take care and RIP RayRAy. Awards
phatbassturd Posted August 2, 2010 Member ID: 813 Group: **- Inactive Registered Users Followers: 0 Topic Count: 4 Topics Per Day: 0.00 Content Count: 28 Content Per Day: 0.00 Reputation: 0 Achievement Points: 180 Solved Content: 0 Days Won: 0 Joined: 11/29/09 Status: Offline Last Seen: Never Birthday: 07/02/1969 Posted August 2, 2010 Wizid we all are here for you. this reminds me of a close friend i had that killed himself much like your son did. I took him trout fishing a few times, we had a lot of fun together. I have a tear in my eye just thinking about him. It's been a little over 4 years now & i still think of him when i go trout fishing where we fished..... R.I.P Ray Ray
AyeAyeRon Posted August 2, 2010 Member ID: 1371 Group: ***- Inactive Clan Members Followers: 18 Topic Count: 348 Topics Per Day: 0.06 Content Count: 1906 Content Per Day: 0.35 Reputation: 585 Achievement Points: 14042 Solved Content: 0 Days Won: 1 Joined: 04/26/10 Status: Offline Last Seen: December 2, 2018 Birthday: 03/01/1990 Posted August 2, 2010 Wizid,i know to an extent how you feel. I lost a brother to suicide. But i can also say that i see the view from the other side. Ive been in the same situation your son was, and im very sorry to hear what happend. but i have been on the edge times before. I suffer from chronic depression, and honestly im not looking for any sympathy but at one point i had the gun and i even pulled the trigger, but the firing pin misfired. I have learned that it is all very hard but you were his hero and you can not blame yourself for anyhting. and maybe that was a sign seeing rayray on. I hope you are ok man keep strong ! and your in my thoughts brother. Awards
Unexist Posted August 2, 2010 Member ID: 123 Group: *** Clan Members Followers: 7 Topic Count: 76 Topics Per Day: 0.01 Content Count: 1219 Content Per Day: 0.21 Reputation: 90 Achievement Points: 7063 Solved Content: 0 Days Won: 0 Joined: 09/02/09 Status: Offline Last Seen: April 19 Birthday: 11/05/1988 Device: Windows Posted August 2, 2010 My brother tried it aswell... its a horible feeling... RIP RAY RAY!!!! Awards
X-RayXI Posted August 2, 2010 Member ID: 133 Group: ++++ Senior Admin Followers: 77 Topic Count: 602 Topics Per Day: 0.11 Content Count: 6896 Content Per Day: 1.20 Reputation: 1376 Achievement Points: 44161 Solved Content: 0 Days Won: 3 Joined: 09/02/09 Status: Offline Last Seen: Tuesday at 10:59 AM Birthday: 12/12/1971 Device: Windows Posted August 2, 2010 very touchy ...., R.I.P. RayRay Awards
cspears Posted August 2, 2010 Member ID: 26 Group: **- Inactive Registered Users Followers: 50 Topic Count: 223 Topics Per Day: 0.04 Content Count: 1545 Content Per Day: 0.27 Reputation: 322 Achievement Points: 10604 Solved Content: 0 Days Won: 1 Joined: 09/01/09 Status: Offline Last Seen: May 25, 2019 Birthday: 01/18/1979 Posted August 2, 2010 Wizid, I understand what you are going through I lost my mother in 2003 to suicide and she was my best friend. I still dont understand the reasons she done what she done because my oldest dauther was her world. Even though we dont understand everything or even the reasons they done it we still have to know that they loved us and they will send us signs. I receive signs all the time from my mother It use to be that my youngest daughter would tell us that she come to sit with them at night while they slept and the day she died there was alot of lady bugs around her house and now when I am feeling down or really thinking about her I see a lady bug and it just brightens up my day. I think about her daily as I am sure you think about your son daily and if you will stop and look there is probably some kind of sign around that you will notice every time you start feeling down about him you will start seeing it more and more. Happy Birthday RayRay! RIP
Iron Belly Posted August 2, 2010 Member ID: 1493 Group: **- Inactive Registered Users Followers: 16 Topic Count: 10 Topics Per Day: 0.00 Content Count: 314 Content Per Day: 0.06 Reputation: 40 Achievement Points: 1885 Solved Content: 0 Days Won: 0 Joined: 06/09/10 Status: Offline Last Seen: June 14, 2016 Birthday: 01/14/1965 Posted August 2, 2010 Happy Birthday RayRay! RIP (teary eyed)......Hugs from all of us WIZID....
NanoCreed Posted August 2, 2010 Member ID: 1538 Group: **- Inactive Registered Users Followers: 6 Topic Count: 43 Topics Per Day: 0.01 Content Count: 181 Content Per Day: 0.03 Reputation: 0 Achievement Points: 1403 Solved Content: 0 Days Won: 0 Joined: 06/26/10 Status: Offline Last Seen: August 1, 2013 Birthday: 11/22/1994 Posted August 2, 2010 Rest in Peace
tsw 8.5 Posted August 2, 2010 Member ID: 906 Group: *** Clan Members Followers: 144 Topic Count: 537 Topics Per Day: 0.10 Content Count: 17545 Content Per Day: 3.12 Reputation: 42646 Achievement Points: 151950 Solved Content: 0 Days Won: 691 Joined: 12/20/09 Status: Offline Last Seen: 2 hours ago Birthday: 11/30/1960 Device: Windows Posted August 2, 2010 r i p .and wizid you are a great person .and we all are here for you anytime . thanks for all your help Awards
iFuerza Posted August 2, 2010 Member ID: 1607 Group: **- Inactive Registered Users Followers: 5 Topic Count: 31 Topics Per Day: 0.01 Content Count: 181 Content Per Day: 0.03 Reputation: 3 Achievement Points: 1227 Solved Content: 0 Days Won: 0 Joined: 07/24/10 Status: Offline Last Seen: March 23, 2020 Birthday: 12/20/1991 Posted August 2, 2010 Rip Ray Ray, sorry to hear about your loss and your in my prayers, if you need anything give me a shout
NumNutz Posted August 2, 2010 Member ID: 1022 Group: Fallen Members Followers: 44 Topic Count: 52 Topics Per Day: 0.01 Content Count: 8504 Content Per Day: 1.52 Reputation: 27633 Achievement Points: 81318 Solved Content: 0 Days Won: 397 Joined: 01/14/10 Status: Offline Last Seen: May 31, 2020 Birthday: 07/19/1962 Posted August 2, 2010 R.I.P. Ray Sorry to hear of your loss Wiz
Ramistar Posted August 3, 2010 Member ID: 1395 Group: **- Inactive Registered Users Followers: 76 Topic Count: 16 Topics Per Day: 0.00 Content Count: 1600 Content Per Day: 0.29 Reputation: 873 Achievement Points: 10623 Solved Content: 0 Days Won: 0 Joined: 05/05/10 Status: Offline Last Seen: October 12, 2018 Birthday: 03/04/1964 Posted August 3, 2010 Rip Ray Ray.
WiZiD Posted August 3, 2010 Member ID: 804 Group: *** Clan Members Followers: 32 Topic Count: 446 Topics Per Day: 0.08 Content Count: 3600 Content Per Day: 0.64 Reputation: 1053 Achievement Points: 24386 Solved Content: 0 Days Won: 4 Joined: 11/28/09 Status: Offline Last Seen: April 26 Birthday: 04/25/1960 Device: Windows Author Posted August 3, 2010 Thank you everyone for your post and your support. It means the world to me. Awards
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