_rAzor__ Posted April 1, 2014 Member ID: 20182 Group: ***- Inactive Clan Members Followers: 2 Topic Count: 8 Topics Per Day: 0.00 Content Count: 48 Content Per Day: 0.01 Reputation: 46 Achievement Points: 377 Solved Content: 0 Days Won: 0 Joined: 10/09/13 Status: Offline Last Seen: September 20, 2017 Birthday: 08/06/1958 Posted April 1, 2014 (edited) My mom passed recently and I found myself totally devastated and quite frankly, lost for quite a few days...but being the oldest surviving child your forced into being the "strong one" for the rest of the family ......and then everyone is gone and your left alone and then it hits...waves of uncontrollable emotions and deep sadness i'd never experienced. So, like an 'Idiot' I jumped inside a whiskey bottle and stayed there until a few days ago. The reason I felt compelled to share this is that when I returned to the BreakfastClub after being gone for quite a while and actually only being a daily player for about 3 months, and not really knowing anyone all that well, djMot acknowledged my return and I shared what had happened, instantly him and a bunch of the guys offered condolences and prayers to me....Honestly I was kind of surprised and confused but deeply touched...see, I figured I would log on to take out my frustrations, kill as many guys as possible, blow up a bunch of crap, cause as much mayhem as possible, not talk to anyone, in hopes that somehow that would make me feel better....but no....empathy stepped up in the form of a kind gesture from a group of guys that I thought had written me off as some "outsider" I wanted to thank you guys from the bottom of my heart for your kindness! P.S. No matter the circumstances, forgive those that may have wronged you, hug those you love daily and tell them so, we never know the day they may pass... Edited April 1, 2014 by rAzor Belle, Wild Fire, google and 5 others 8 Awards
LandShark Posted April 1, 2014 Member ID: 698 Group: ***- Inactive Clan Members Followers: 26 Topic Count: 43 Topics Per Day: 0.01 Content Count: 1145 Content Per Day: 0.20 Reputation: 782 Achievement Points: 7232 Solved Content: 0 Days Won: 0 Joined: 11/06/09 Status: Offline Last Seen: November 15, 2024 Device: Windows Posted April 1, 2014 Well said. It's a hard thing rAzor. I lost my Mom in July 2012, we were very close and I definitely understand where you've been. Prayers to you and your family. Landshark Awards
Wild Fire Posted April 1, 2014 Member ID: 5468 Group: *** Clan Members Followers: 36 Topic Count: 20 Topics Per Day: 0.00 Content Count: 681 Content Per Day: 0.15 Reputation: 659 Achievement Points: 6506 Solved Content: 0 Days Won: 0 Joined: 02/04/13 Status: Offline Last Seen: Monday at 10:33 PM Birthday: 06/22/1965 Device: Android Posted April 1, 2014 (edited) My prayers and condolences to you rAzor. And thanks for sharing that rAzor. I lost my Mom on August 14, 2013 (on my wedding anniversary). I don't deal well with grief so I just don't deal with it, period. I am sure that isn't a good thing. I haven't been here very long but the one thing I see time and time again, is the care and compassion XI members and guests have for each other. I am happy that you got to experience that. Edited April 1, 2014 by Wild Bill Dark Asylumn 1 Awards
PimpedOutPete Posted April 1, 2014 Member ID: 174 Group: +++ COD2 Head Admin Followers: 130 Topic Count: 387 Topics Per Day: 0.07 Content Count: 15028 Content Per Day: 2.62 Reputation: 8043 Achievement Points: 92211 Solved Content: 0 Days Won: 59 Joined: 09/02/09 Status: Offline Last Seen: 9 hours ago Birthday: 04/23/1970 Device: Macintosh Posted April 1, 2014 I am so sorry to hear of the sad news. You and your family are in my prayers and thoughts today. Awards
tsw 8.5 Posted April 1, 2014 Member ID: 906 Group: *** Clan Members Followers: 144 Topic Count: 537 Topics Per Day: 0.10 Content Count: 17552 Content Per Day: 3.12 Reputation: 42648 Achievement Points: 152002 Solved Content: 0 Days Won: 691 Joined: 12/20/09 Status: Offline Last Seen: 23 hours ago Birthday: 11/30/1960 Device: Windows Posted April 1, 2014 sorry to hear that ..it is hard.. lost my mom just 2 year's ago ..and sure do miss her .. Awards
billyblade Posted April 1, 2014 Member ID: 34 Group: ***- Inactive Clan Members Followers: 47 Topic Count: 182 Topics Per Day: 0.03 Content Count: 2097 Content Per Day: 0.37 Reputation: 1003 Achievement Points: 14880 Solved Content: 0 Days Won: 1 Joined: 09/01/09 Status: Offline Last Seen: April 12, 2018 Birthday: 04/29/1966 Posted April 1, 2014 im sorry for ya razor. I used to be in the breakfast club while working night shift, but havent been in a few months so i dont recognize you per se, but i just lost my mother Jan 23 2014, so i know its a tough one. Best of luck to you and stay strong. Funny thing, this is my clan and my folks, and i havent shared that until now...but my heart definitely goes out to you. Take care. Awards
ViPRZ Posted April 1, 2014 Member ID: 2978 Group: *** Clan Members Followers: 35 Topic Count: 34 Topics Per Day: 0.01 Content Count: 1657 Content Per Day: 0.34 Reputation: 1107 Achievement Points: 26123 Solved Content: 0 Days Won: 1 Joined: 11/11/11 Status: Offline Last Seen: 5 hours ago Birthday: 09/23/1970 Device: Windows Posted April 1, 2014 Soo sorry for your loss...thoughts and prayers sent your way...take care Awards
Evil-Monkey Posted April 2, 2014 Member ID: 221 Group: ***- Inactive Clan Members Followers: 11 Topic Count: 85 Topics Per Day: 0.01 Content Count: 1865 Content Per Day: 0.32 Reputation: 751 Achievement Points: 12313 Solved Content: 0 Days Won: 0 Joined: 09/04/09 Status: Offline Last Seen: March 17 Birthday: 06/10/1967 Device: iPhone Posted April 2, 2014 So sorry for your loss thoughts and prayers with you and your family Awards
Damage_inc- Posted April 2, 2014 Member ID: 2048 Group: ***- Inactive Clan Members Followers: 0 Topic Count: 294 Topics Per Day: 0.06 Content Count: 6689 Content Per Day: 1.27 Reputation: 4709 Achievement Points: 48999 Solved Content: 0 Days Won: 5 Joined: 12/15/10 Status: Offline Last Seen: November 29, 2023 Birthday: 05/30/1967 Posted April 2, 2014 im so sorry bud .we have all lost family and understand your heartache.hang in there and play with us in the servers it will take your mind off things.. Awards
Hunter1948 Posted April 2, 2014 Member ID: 1850 Group: ***- Inactive Clan Members Followers: 98 Topic Count: 328 Topics Per Day: 0.06 Content Count: 8620 Content Per Day: 1.61 Reputation: 4222 Achievement Points: 55994 Solved Content: 0 Days Won: 5 Joined: 09/29/10 Status: Offline Last Seen: November 29, 2023 Birthday: 06/19/1948 Posted April 2, 2014 Very sorry for your loss rAzor time will heal and memories will be with you always. Awards
FRENCHI Posted April 2, 2014 Member ID: 1729 Group: ***- Inactive Clan Members Followers: 106 Topic Count: 279 Topics Per Day: 0.05 Content Count: 7521 Content Per Day: 1.40 Reputation: 3632 Achievement Points: 49202 Solved Content: 0 Days Won: 2 Joined: 08/23/10 Status: Offline Last Seen: September 16, 2021 Birthday: 12/26/1969 Posted April 2, 2014 condoléance Awards
pwrcrzy52 Posted April 2, 2014 Member ID: 103 Group: ***- Inactive Clan Members Followers: 43 Topic Count: 698 Topics Per Day: 0.12 Content Count: 3300 Content Per Day: 0.57 Reputation: 1604 Achievement Points: 25692 Solved Content: 0 Days Won: 2 Joined: 09/02/09 Status: Offline Last Seen: December 31, 2024 Birthday: 07/10/1952 Device: Windows Posted April 2, 2014 Sorry for your loss . Make sure you keep the memories . Awards
Sally Posted April 2, 2014 Member ID: 3582 Group: ++ COD4 Admin Followers: 107 Topic Count: 145 Topics Per Day: 0.03 Content Count: 3387 Content Per Day: 0.72 Reputation: 1162 Achievement Points: 20778 Solved Content: 0 Days Won: 0 Joined: 07/26/12 Status: Offline Last Seen: May 2 Birthday: 03/16/1968 Device: Windows Posted April 2, 2014 sorry for your loss Awards
trekvinger Posted April 2, 2014 Member ID: 3811 Group: *** Clan Members Followers: 16 Topic Count: 15 Topics Per Day: 0.00 Content Count: 2019 Content Per Day: 0.44 Reputation: 826 Achievement Points: 11639 Solved Content: 0 Days Won: 1 Joined: 10/17/12 Status: Offline Last Seen: April 27 Birthday: 10/25/1981 Device: Windows Posted April 2, 2014 sorry for your loss Awards
Painsponge Posted April 2, 2014 Member ID: 294 Group: *** Clan Members Followers: 25 Topic Count: 113 Topics Per Day: 0.02 Content Count: 981 Content Per Day: 0.17 Reputation: 920 Achievement Points: 8801 Solved Content: 0 Days Won: 1 Joined: 09/07/09 Status: Offline Last Seen: April 27 Birthday: 10/29/1963 Device: Windows Posted April 2, 2014 My deepest sympathy to your family. It's so true what they say about not knowing what you have until you don't have it anymore. My mom is still alive and well, but I know I take it for granted at times. We need to slow down sometimes and smell the roses. She's in a better place now for sure Awards
_rAzor__ Posted April 3, 2014 Member ID: 20182 Group: ***- Inactive Clan Members Followers: 2 Topic Count: 8 Topics Per Day: 0.00 Content Count: 48 Content Per Day: 0.01 Reputation: 46 Achievement Points: 377 Solved Content: 0 Days Won: 0 Joined: 10/09/13 Status: Offline Last Seen: September 20, 2017 Birthday: 08/06/1958 Author Posted April 3, 2014 thanks guys FRENCHI 1 Awards
EXTRAKAMIKAZE QC Posted April 3, 2014 Member ID: 1455 Group: ***- Inactive Clan Members Followers: 101 Topic Count: 54 Topics Per Day: 0.01 Content Count: 4166 Content Per Day: 0.76 Reputation: 1275 Achievement Points: 37577 Solved Content: 0 Days Won: 1 Joined: 05/28/10 Status: Offline Last Seen: April 28, 2019 Birthday: 07/25/1976 Posted April 3, 2014 oh sorry to sads news Awards
Xalandra Posted April 15, 2014 Member ID: 458 Group: ***- Inactive Clan Members Followers: 127 Topic Count: 11 Topics Per Day: 0.00 Content Count: 825 Content Per Day: 0.14 Reputation: 346 Achievement Points: 7976 Solved Content: 0 Days Won: 0 Joined: 09/20/09 Status: Offline Last Seen: January 13 Birthday: 04/20/1989 Device: Android Posted April 15, 2014 My condolences, I'm the youngest of the family so I can totally understand that the oldest has the 'duty' to stay together and take care of all and everything.. I hope u can find ur way back away from the alcohol, good luck and take care! Awards
HarryWeezer Posted April 15, 2014 Member ID: 20166 Group: *** Clan Members Followers: 40 Topic Count: 611 Topics Per Day: 0.14 Content Count: 7655 Content Per Day: 1.80 Reputation: 7232 Achievement Points: 53682 Solved Content: 0 Days Won: 36 Joined: 10/04/13 Status: Offline Last Seen: May 12 Birthday: 10/16/1946 Device: Windows Posted April 15, 2014 So sorry to hear Razor. As to the breakfast club, there's no finer bunch of folks. Awards
azzkikr Posted April 15, 2014 Member ID: 20697 Group: *** Clan Members Followers: 26 Topic Count: 11 Topics Per Day: 0.00 Content Count: 254 Content Per Day: 0.06 Reputation: 239 Achievement Points: 2752 Solved Content: 0 Days Won: 0 Joined: 12/18/13 Status: Offline Last Seen: Sunday at 08:39 PM Device: Windows Posted April 15, 2014 @rAzor: Very sorry for your loss. Lots of prayers for your mother. May God grant your mother eternal peace and strength to your family to bear this tragic loss... Awards
Belle Posted April 16, 2014 Member ID: 503 Group: ***- Inactive Clan Members Followers: 181 Topic Count: 71 Topics Per Day: 0.01 Content Count: 2461 Content Per Day: 0.43 Reputation: 1213 Achievement Points: 15555 Solved Content: 0 Days Won: 1 Joined: 09/24/09 Status: Offline Last Seen: March 17 Device: Windows Posted April 16, 2014 I can relate to what your saying rAzor. Just don't put too much pressure on yourself for being the oldest. After mom died a couple years ago my oldest brother thought had to take charge and be the strong one but we were all in it together. It's tough..... hang in there. Awards
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