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Really...fucking Really..i'm At My Breaking Point!


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My brother 2 weeks ago had a blood clot travel from his leg to his lower lung, before that we learned the bone will never be able to grow so its rods and maybe just maybe bone grafts done on him and thats if they can get the infection gone and everything clears up, hes still fighthing and now my dad is in the hospital again, this time he may have had a heart attack on me today.  I seriously cant take much more and my faith is dying.  But as I say that, Please pray for my family!!  We need it!!  It is never ending right now for my family.  I lost my 24yo cousin just a few weeks back and with everything....Im breaking!  Sorry for this vent but seriously Im at the end of my rope and it just is not stopping so its either pray or give up.  I am trying really hard to not to give up.

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You've had more than your share of sorrow and stress, Angel.  I know it's hard, but stay as strong as you can.  Not to minimize your situation, but I've had decades of poor luck, heartache, and disappointment.  I only say that as a kindred spirit who gets where you are in this process of hanging on by a thread while the universe seems to be wielding a butane torch.  You've got my prayers, as do the afflicted members of your family.

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Angel You and yours are in my prayers.  Be strong, they need you more than ever right now.  You are loved.

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Prayers sent.  Be strong, it will help you and your family.

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I know you feel at the end of your rope and you wish things can get back a some what normal. I promise it will and with the power of prayer  God will work it all out. I am very much still here if you need me !!!!!!  I love ya lady  love and prayers.

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Angel this last 3 yrs has been a bad situation for me. The worse it got the stronger I found myself and not of myself but from God almighty. It was during my lowest time He visited me and told me He had already taken care of everything and that all I had to do was leave it all with him. From that point on I was much stronger. Sure I had my ups and downs but finally He did let me have a much needed reprieve and today my faith is stronger than ever. I know you feel so deserted at times but you really haven't If it weren't for Him you would have given up a long time ago. Angel sweetheart you are a real inspiration to this whole clan and your family too and you are stronger now than you were before all this crap. I know there have been and will continue to be times when you think that this has gone to far. I know you have friends you talk too and lean on but you are always welcome to lean on my large understanding and supportive shoulders. I love you friend!

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you just have to remember god is using this as part of his plan ....for what? ...hard to say why....mabye he is testing ur faith rt now...more than likely...u need to go to him ask him to help u...he usually is guiding u in the background as he always is....i myself am goin thru so much weight on my shoulders rt now...more ways than ppl might think as not too many ppl know my situation...im always questioning my faith as well..but i know there is reason he wants me to go thru it...i dont know what it is he wants me to learn but i just got to put my full and complete trust in him...sometimes as humans we can be stubborn to this we try to handle things on our own but it not what he wants...he wants us to put everything on him...i know its a plaque on a wall but footprints holds true...cobras be praying for u and ur family...just put ur trust in him...eventually it will work out to his plan...

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Stay strong we are all sending prayers and here if ya need us. I hope everything works out for you and your family.

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Angel Darlin I always have you and your family in my prayers. Oinly the Lord knows why we go through the things that we do. Like Cobra said we have to stat strong it's a test of our faith never give up just try to be their for them, as I will always be here for you just PM me if need be.

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I hope things work out for you soon Angel

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We all will pray for your family and you.  Good luck love.  If you need me call me, you have my number. 

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These are the times you lean on those that DO have strength:  Vic, family, friends, etc.  These kind of burdens are meant to be shared by those that love you.  We idiots are here for you.  I'm praying for peace in times of trouble, rest when you're weary, and God's presence when you feel alone.

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These are the times you lean on those that DO have strength:  Vic, family, friends, etc.  These kind of burdens are meant to be shared by those that love you.  We idiots are here for you.  I'm praying for peace in times of trouble, rest when you're weary, and God's presence when you feel alone.

 

 

AMEN PHARTICUS.....

 

 

Prayers are sent and thoughts of your family Angel

These life events are what strengthen us and forges bonds not only with our loved ones 

but God himself....Stay strong and ask for his loving arms to lift up what becomes heavy

 

Prayers for his Doctors and caretakers as well

 

 

 

All the Best

loADER>XI<

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strength to ya angel...hang in there...........

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prayers for your and your family.

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Hold strong girlfriend, prayers on the way!

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Your a strong person Angel. Hang in there. Prayers for you and your family...

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Damn Angel when is this ever going to end? Good luck girl.

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So right now there is still talk of a heart attack but right now hes got alot of fluid on him and they are getting it pulled off him.  He does have congestive heart failure.  I just got back from seeing my daddy and its killing me!!!!!  He looks so bad and it takes all i have in me to not break down and cry.  Ive prayed, cussed, yelled, everything....I need to be shown something positive cause right now, my thoughts are not what they should be.  Thx all and just keep the prayers coming.  

 

And my brother, well hes back in with some doctors, running tests but right now all we know is they are gonna have to give him blood, his blood was very low.  

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Angel, hang in there.  God doesn't give us more than we can handle but the devil would like us to think otherwise.  Give all your situations to God and He will handle them.  My prayers are with you and your family not just for healing but for strength and understanding.  If you need anything, I am here. 

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That royally sucks.  Prayers on the way.

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Sorry to hear that Angel...you have been through soo much, try to stay strong...thoughts and prayers sent to you and your family

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This one's for you, Angel:

 

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ijZRCIrTgQc

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