hxtr Posted May 27, 2013 Member ID: 220 Group: **- Inactive Registered Users Followers: 147 Topic Count: 595 Topics Per Day: 0.11 Content Count: 16950 Content Per Day: 3.15 Reputation: 13538 Achievement Points: 129714 Solved Content: 0 Days Won: 120 Joined: 09/04/09 Status: Offline Last Seen: October 26, 2023 Birthday: 04/05/1970 Device: Windows Share Posted May 27, 2013 I have had to say this to two peeps so I will explain here as I have nothing to hide and no ill will at all rather nothing by love for this place. I'm so very OCD (obsessive compulsive disorder) about certain things. My first car was a 1989 Honda Accord and I use to clean my car to the point the engine was cleaner than the rest of the car. I would remove the tail lights and front light plus other to clean under them. I would power wash under my car to make sure it was clean. Had access to a lift at the time. I would dump the oil then run it to heat it up then dump it again and change oil and filter to make sure no old oil was in it. I had ZERO tarnish in my engine even at the millage of 164,000 miles +-. I waxed it every week if I could and she looked perfect all the time. I could not stand any dent or other on her and when I did get one.. every time I seen it... it turned my stomach. Just a 1989 Honda Accord but I loved it so much... then it was taken from me via an accident. I refuse to love a car like that again so my cars since then looked like shit but they all ran great. That was a needed change in my life as I spent way way to much time doing every preventive maintenance I could. Pretty fucked up if you ask me. My neighbors would joke with me.. So what is wrong with her today. I would say.. nothing just making sure. I waxed her in 30 degree weather.. didn't start out that cold but by the time I got done it did. Boy did my neighbors get a kick out of that. XI is 1989 Accord. I need to wreck it to move on to better and more important things. I hope this makes sense. I have to lay off this site so I can move on. Otherwise I will keep doing things over and over expecting a different result. I have always been good at entertaining myself then others. Spent lots of my life alone and when you have nothing to do it drives me nutz. I have lots of things I need to do and I need to stop cleaning my damn car. Hope you all understand and ZERO ill will to XI or any of you. In fact the complete opposite. I still even today love and miss my 1989 Honda Accord. No other car since means anything like it did and never will. They are a tool to get the job done and that is it. I really need to get things done and divert my skills or attention in other ways or I wont get them done. Losing my 1989 love of my life was the best thing that happened to me in the vehicle kind of sense. I knew everything about that car. EVERYTHING! Let me tell you a story...... related to this car and it is happening again. I have 4 people that can confirm this. My wife, 2 kids and Best friend John Devaux. One morning I was dreaming. I dreamt I was going to my garage got in my car and started her up and was humm... something is wrong. I popped the hood and looked at the engine and seen my A/C compressor was broke. I woke up an a panic then had to call my best friends John Devaux. I always had to tell him my crazy dreams. We laughed and that was it. A few days later my A/C in my house went out. I was like fuck... it was the house A/C not my car. $2500 later had her fixed. Then a week or so later John's car in his beloved Honda 1995 Accord's A/C went out. He was so pissed at me. He said don't ever tell my your dreams again. A week or so later my A/C in my car went out. I was like... NO FUCKING WAY. I started smoking pot after and other and it stopped my crazy dreams. If you go read a post about me almost going through a barricade and me having a dream my father was the one driving that almost but how viid it was.. this shit is happening to me again and I don't like what I am dreaming. I was told I had to stop this site but didn't want to. The omen was if the forum for us was not created. So glad it was not as I knew already I needed to step away but how can you when you love something so much. All I am doing is wrecking my 1989 Honda Accord again. I hope this clears things up..... I need to make changes and this is the only why I know how. I will still be on TS, oovoo, and game once and a while but I need to put this site down. I have to so please understand it is not XI.. it is ME. cspears, TBB, ANGU5 and 5 others 8 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Boomer Posted May 27, 2013 Member ID: 2083 Group: **- Inactive Registered Users Followers: 42 Topic Count: 172 Topics Per Day: 0.04 Content Count: 3554 Content Per Day: 0.73 Reputation: 4992 Achievement Points: 23761 Solved Content: 0 Days Won: 6 Joined: 12/31/10 Status: Offline Last Seen: May 14, 2014 Birthday: 10/20/1962 Share Posted May 27, 2013 well then Hxtr my friend, I'll see you around! Peace Cross, ANGU5, Giggles and 1 other 4 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Sonovabich Posted May 27, 2013 Member ID: 82 Group: ** Registered Users Followers: 0 Topic Count: 1534 Topics Per Day: 0.29 Content Count: 5020 Content Per Day: 0.93 Reputation: 5171 Achievement Points: 131490 Solved Content: 0 Days Won: 116 Joined: 09/02/09 Status: Offline Last Seen: 2 hours ago Device: Windows Share Posted May 27, 2013 今日、私は日本語で話しているので、私の友人を大事にし、すぐにお会いしましょう JohnnyDos, Giggles, PimpedOutPete and 2 others 5 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
dadda2 Posted May 27, 2013 Member ID: 1566 Group: Fallen Members Followers: 0 Topic Count: 1152 Topics Per Day: 0.23 Content Count: 7674 Content Per Day: 1.52 Reputation: 4167 Achievement Points: 68081 Solved Content: 0 Days Won: 8 Joined: 07/11/10 Status: Offline Last Seen: February 5, 2020 Share Posted May 27, 2013 fuck not gona buy a honda accord lol but know where your coming from so yea cool Giggles 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
STONECLD Posted May 27, 2013 Member ID: 2503 Group: ***- Inactive Clan Members Followers: 13 Topic Count: 14 Topics Per Day: 0.00 Content Count: 282 Content Per Day: 0.06 Reputation: 142 Achievement Points: 1745 Solved Content: 0 Days Won: 0 Joined: 05/15/11 Status: Offline Last Seen: June 25, 2023 Birthday: 05/25/1972 Device: Windows Share Posted May 27, 2013 take care of yourself bro Angel and Giggles 2 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options... Awards
HarryWeezer Posted May 27, 2013 Member ID: 20166 Group: *** Clan Members Followers: 40 Topic Count: 611 Topics Per Day: 0.16 Content Count: 7653 Content Per Day: 1.97 Reputation: 7228 Achievement Points: 53668 Solved Content: 0 Days Won: 36 Joined: 10/04/13 Status: Offline Last Seen: May 13 Birthday: 10/16/1946 Device: Windows Share Posted May 27, 2013 (edited) As I well know, you've got to do what you've got to do. In time, I will be back my good friend and I hope you will be too, so that we can both start over, together, as we did more than six years ago. Peace, and all my best!!!! Edited May 27, 2013 by SgtHarryWeezer Angel, Gatorgirl and Giggles 3 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options... Awards
JohnnyDos Posted May 27, 2013 Member ID: 77 Group: Fallen Members Followers: 111 Topic Count: 1018 Topics Per Day: 0.19 Content Count: 7527 Content Per Day: 1.40 Reputation: 9175 Achievement Points: 69486 Solved Content: 0 Days Won: 47 Joined: 09/02/09 Status: Offline Last Seen: January 8, 2020 Share Posted May 27, 2013 See HXTR : You gotta smoke a little,toke a little,that's the story of,that's the glory of,Grass.Kinda of a little poem (jingle) I learned in high school.Well you said it stopped your wierd dreams. Giggles 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
FRENCHI Posted May 27, 2013 Member ID: 1729 Group: ***- Inactive Clan Members Followers: 105 Topic Count: 279 Topics Per Day: 0.06 Content Count: 7521 Content Per Day: 1.50 Reputation: 3632 Achievement Points: 49200 Solved Content: 0 Days Won: 2 Joined: 08/23/10 Status: Offline Last Seen: September 16, 2021 Birthday: 12/26/1969 Share Posted May 27, 2013 vous avez des qualité que je n es pas , mes tracteurs aurrai bien besoin que j es la meme maladie que vous pour etre plus propre lol Mais je s ai de quoi vous parler , parceque j es un frére qui as 10 an de plus et qui as un peut votre maladie Noears711XI 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options... Awards
Joe Canadian Posted May 27, 2013 Member ID: 822 Group: ***- Inactive Clan Members Followers: 87 Topic Count: 317 Topics Per Day: 0.06 Content Count: 5477 Content Per Day: 1.04 Reputation: 5025 Achievement Points: 42632 Solved Content: 0 Days Won: 20 Joined: 12/02/09 Status: Offline Last Seen: October 25, 2023 Birthday: 03/01/1967 Device: Windows Share Posted May 27, 2013 I respect you decission hx, hope you find some peace in your life soon, but theres a slight difference between the Accord and what is happening now: you lost the Accord in an accident, it wasnt even you choice. Now you are choosing to wreck the "XI Accord" hoping that it will make life easier for you. Take it easy buddy, get well and come back soon. This place will not be the same without your sense of humor HarryWeezer, Autumnx, Giggles and 6 others 9 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options... Awards
Qball1 Posted May 27, 2013 Member ID: 3552 Group: *** Clan Members Followers: 17 Topic Count: 8 Topics Per Day: 0.00 Content Count: 177 Content Per Day: 0.04 Reputation: 135 Achievement Points: 1507 Solved Content: 0 Days Won: 0 Joined: 07/16/12 Status: Offline Last Seen: Sunday at 12:13 PM Birthday: 05/03/1982 Device: Windows Share Posted May 27, 2013 good luck my friend, I hope you find what it is you are looking for. Your buddy Qball Gatorgirl and Giggles 2 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options... Awards
FunkyChickn Posted May 27, 2013 Member ID: 2982 Group: ***- Inactive Clan Members Followers: 28 Topic Count: 17 Topics Per Day: 0.00 Content Count: 342 Content Per Day: 0.07 Reputation: 314 Achievement Points: 2774 Solved Content: 0 Days Won: 0 Joined: 11/13/11 Status: Offline Last Seen: March 10 Device: Windows Share Posted May 27, 2013 Good luck and take care m8. Hope you find some other form of Honda Accord Giggles and Gatorgirl 2 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options... Awards
Angel Posted May 27, 2013 Member ID: 46 Group: **- Inactive Registered Users Followers: 104 Topic Count: 132 Topics Per Day: 0.02 Content Count: 4316 Content Per Day: 0.80 Reputation: 2955 Achievement Points: 34774 Solved Content: 0 Days Won: 11 Joined: 09/01/09 Status: Offline Last Seen: September 18, 2021 Share Posted May 27, 2013 Still..... But I understand and I will always be your friend. Just know my thoughts and prayers are with you. *hugs* HarryWeezer, Gatorgirl, Giggles and 1 other 4 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Damage_inc- Posted May 27, 2013 Member ID: 2048 Group: ***- Inactive Clan Members Followers: 0 Topic Count: 294 Topics Per Day: 0.06 Content Count: 6689 Content Per Day: 1.36 Reputation: 4709 Achievement Points: 48999 Solved Content: 0 Days Won: 5 Joined: 12/15/10 Status: Offline Last Seen: November 29, 2023 Birthday: 05/30/1967 Device: Windows Share Posted May 27, 2013 (edited) more confused then ever.are you taking your meds or are you off them and are you drinking? Edited May 28, 2013 by Damage_inc- Giggles 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options... Awards
kswift420 Posted May 27, 2013 Member ID: 1071 Group: **- Inactive Registered Users Followers: 22 Topic Count: 30 Topics Per Day: 0.01 Content Count: 879 Content Per Day: 0.17 Reputation: 261 Achievement Points: 5414 Solved Content: 0 Days Won: 0 Joined: 01/31/10 Status: Offline Last Seen: June 5, 2017 Birthday: 12/29/1974 Share Posted May 27, 2013 YA NOW HOW TO GET IN TOUCH WITH ME BRO..... Giggles 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Spartacus Posted May 27, 2013 Member ID: 1387 Group: ***- Inactive Clan Members Followers: 30 Topic Count: 52 Topics Per Day: 0.01 Content Count: 2540 Content Per Day: 0.49 Reputation: 2485 Achievement Points: 19552 Solved Content: 0 Days Won: 3 Joined: 05/02/10 Status: Offline Last Seen: February 4 Birthday: 06/05/1968 Device: Windows Share Posted May 27, 2013 I'm gonna miss you Buddy.... Giggles 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options... Awards
Noears711XI Posted May 27, 2013 Member ID: 238 Group: ***- Inactive Clan Members Followers: 189 Topic Count: 75 Topics Per Day: 0.01 Content Count: 2162 Content Per Day: 0.40 Reputation: 1940 Achievement Points: 19609 Solved Content: 0 Days Won: 1 Joined: 09/04/09 Status: Offline Last Seen: October 8, 2022 Birthday: 07/09/1957 Share Posted May 27, 2013 HXTR now tell me the truth did someone see your debut cooking show and offer you money to do more. Giggles, GorillaXI, tsw 8.5 and 1 other 4 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options... Awards
tsw 8.5 Posted May 28, 2013 Member ID: 906 Group: *** Clan Members Followers: 144 Topic Count: 516 Topics Per Day: 0.10 Content Count: 17114 Content Per Day: 3.25 Reputation: 42111 Achievement Points: 148793 Solved Content: 0 Days Won: 678 Joined: 12/20/09 Status: Offline Last Seen: 5 hours ago Birthday: 11/30/1960 Device: Windows Share Posted May 28, 2013 come to team sp.any time bud ..if you just want to shot the shit with old friends ..be cool ..that will help the dreams Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options... Awards
jointz Posted May 28, 2013 Member ID: 4476 Group: *** Clan Members Followers: 19 Topic Count: 28 Topics Per Day: 0.01 Content Count: 1463 Content Per Day: 0.35 Reputation: 4235 Achievement Points: 18156 Solved Content: 0 Days Won: 62 Joined: 12/24/12 Status: Offline Last Seen: Monday at 06:25 PM Birthday: 03/31/1982 Device: Android Share Posted May 28, 2013 ive heard this whole its not you its me speech before lol. hope you get things fixed up hxtr ! hope to see you back around though Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options... Awards
Astronomer Posted May 28, 2013 Member ID: 2069 Group: ***- Inactive Clan Members Followers: 24 Topic Count: 214 Topics Per Day: 0.04 Content Count: 2411 Content Per Day: 0.49 Reputation: 2409 Achievement Points: 18298 Solved Content: 0 Days Won: 7 Joined: 12/25/10 Status: Offline Last Seen: October 2, 2023 Birthday: 08/08/1966 Device: Windows Share Posted May 28, 2013 Good luck Hxtr. Hope to see you back sometime once you've had some time to regroup and gain some perspective. All the best, - Astronomer Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options... Awards
Hunter1948 Posted May 28, 2013 Member ID: 1850 Group: ***- Inactive Clan Members Followers: 98 Topic Count: 328 Topics Per Day: 0.07 Content Count: 8620 Content Per Day: 1.73 Reputation: 4222 Achievement Points: 55994 Solved Content: 0 Days Won: 5 Joined: 09/29/10 Status: Offline Last Seen: November 29, 2023 Birthday: 06/19/1948 Device: Windows Share Posted May 28, 2013 Be cool bud hope you find the answers your looking for. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options... Awards
GhostfaceJim Posted May 28, 2013 Member ID: 2314 Group: ++ Conan Exiles Admin Followers: 32 Topic Count: 112 Topics Per Day: 0.02 Content Count: 20717 Content Per Day: 4.30 Reputation: 5314 Achievement Points: 113891 Solved Content: 0 Days Won: 50 Joined: 03/19/11 Status: Offline Last Seen: 3 hours ago Birthday: 04/22/1975 Device: Windows Share Posted May 28, 2013 Good luck. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options... Awards
Warface Posted May 28, 2013 Member ID: 490 Group: ***- Inactive Clan Members Followers: 50 Topic Count: 12 Topics Per Day: 0.00 Content Count: 446 Content Per Day: 0.08 Reputation: 350 Achievement Points: 3309 Solved Content: 0 Days Won: 0 Joined: 09/22/09 Status: Offline Last Seen: October 18, 2023 Birthday: 04/25/1973 Device: Windows Share Posted May 28, 2013 your too fucking wierd to go away for too long,,,,, you belong here with the rest of us wierdos,, you fit in perfectly with us and we are the only ones that can appreciate your whacked out personality,,, when the world questions you make sure you come back to us and realize your worth baldie 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options... Awards
2_MANY_BEERS Posted May 28, 2013 Member ID: 96 Group: ** Registered Users Followers: 107 Topic Count: 1048 Topics Per Day: 0.19 Content Count: 8812 Content Per Day: 1.64 Reputation: 3298 Achievement Points: 62176 Solved Content: 0 Days Won: 5 Joined: 09/02/09 Status: Offline Last Seen: Yesterday at 03:57 PM Birthday: 06/30/1954 Device: Windows Share Posted May 28, 2013 Your doing it again HXTR. Now your trying to perfect the perfect going to leave the clan post. STOP IT!!!!!!! Will miss you bud. Take Care Beers HarryWeezer, PingLo, GhostfaceJim and 1 other 4 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
HarryWeezer Posted May 28, 2013 Member ID: 20166 Group: *** Clan Members Followers: 40 Topic Count: 611 Topics Per Day: 0.16 Content Count: 7653 Content Per Day: 1.97 Reputation: 7228 Achievement Points: 53668 Solved Content: 0 Days Won: 36 Joined: 10/04/13 Status: Offline Last Seen: May 13 Birthday: 10/16/1946 Device: Windows Share Posted May 28, 2013 (edited) your too fucking wierd to go away for too long,,,,, you belong here with the rest of us wierdos,, you fit in perfectly with us and we are the only ones that can appreciate your whacked out personality,,, when the world questions you make sure you come back to us and realize your worth Besides which, you had enough medals hanging on your chest to melt down and make a new car with. Edited May 28, 2013 by SgtHarryWeezer Warface 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options... Awards
BiG CheesE Posted May 28, 2013 Member ID: 589 Group: *** Clan Members Followers: 12 Topic Count: 347 Topics Per Day: 0.07 Content Count: 1346 Content Per Day: 0.25 Reputation: 341 Achievement Points: 10798 Solved Content: 0 Days Won: 0 Joined: 10/18/09 Status: Offline Last Seen: April 25 Birthday: 07/04/1979 Device: Android Share Posted May 28, 2013 You are good people Hxtr, have a good journey in life bro, and dont forget them supercalifragilisticharmonyBiGMacWithsomecheesepleaseAndDontForgetSomeNastySauceexpialidociousnesshoes Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options... Awards
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